Monday, October 29, 2007

There's so much unfairness and stuffs that really turn me off.

Its that kind of irritation that make you wanna just look away or just simple walk away from it. Ya, go figure how turn off I am. Pissed sometimes even.

On the plus side, working with my vendors cheered me up. =)

Sometimes I just wish I can pack up and leave. I know there's other opportunities out there. But I guess somehow I'm still quite attached, which explained why I am where I am now.

Someone asked me, where I will be after I get my second dip.

I wanna get a business degree, but from where? Thats the question. Part-time? Full-time?

Or stop studying all together?

Pardon me. But I just have to decide on something, I refuse to stop thinking about this till I know what I want to do after I grad from TMC. I cant stand not knowing what I want. You might say I still have 1 more year. But that 1 year will pass very fast! If a person does not know what he/she wants, how does he/she motivates himself/herself towards that target? I just cant imagine that happening. And also, its a matter of 1.5 years or another 3 full years of studies!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Exactly one year ago, I'm still in Aussie having the best time of my slightly-less-than-19-years of life there. I dont know why, I always like to look back to the past time where I had fun and felt how old I get over the months or years.

Applying of visa, endless trips to that place, stucked at IHP while waiting for the day to come, arrangements of air-ticket etc etc.. Everything seems so unreal till the night I reach Changi Airport standing in front of the departure gate.

All the emails exchanged between a few close friends, nightly phone calls, and of course e-cards..

How can I forget the excitment? Though they seems to far away now. Reading through the emails brought back some memories.

Truely enjoyed ourselves there as we knew the moment we step back into Singapore it would be working life; attachment and to full time job.

How time flies.

When would I have the chance to 'live' in another western country? To cook, laundry, tidy, housekeep.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Friday, October 26, 2007

Theres so much I wanna to 'compliant' about here at times. But didnt wanna turn this blog into remembering all those unhappy or upsetting stuffs.

Yet another presentation today. Supposedly a 'training' presentation, but whats there to train new staffs about our call center or system? More like informative presentation. As expected, turn ups arent really good, only half the number of my first presentation. Supported Bu Ge Ge since he still not familiarize with the system. Out of all, only 3 was negative. And guess what? Within this 3, 1 turn up when we almost ended the presentation, 1 wasnt really listening. Maybe next time they should change the course title to 'induction' or 'informative'. O well, lets just take it we took the time to refresh the presentation slides while preparing for other people.

Anyway... Bu Ge Ge aka Jimmy was kind enough to drive us over to get breakfast!!!!! Wahahahahaa. SO nice of him. Love his car. Very big and comfortable..

Stayed in the office for awhile after work to chit-chat with them. I'm really happy I stayed on. Really learnt alot and there's always room for me to try new stuffs, to take up new scope of work, and yet pursue my studies.

Though life wasnt always fair, at least there's other stuffs to make up for it. =)

I saw a number of females during my work, and they are really successful! With a job that is well-respected, a happy family and a loving personality. Which is also something I always wanted to achieve. Tough! Why be affected by what other people think if you can get your job done well right? If you can do it well, no need to worry about people looking down on you just because you are a female. Being female should be a advantage, not a disadvantage!!!! At least they guys need us to continue their bloodline. wahahahahahahaha.

It always cheers me up when I manage to soften up a angry person. =)

O ya, got to come up with my birthday list. wahahahaha.

Hmmm.... And save up my cny clothing. hehehe...

And last but not least... spread shit on wallss!!!!!!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

i dunno..

maybe i shld leave

sometimes just wish for a hug that never happens

i dunno how to make you understand

i tot you knew.

apperantly, you dont.

i think you tot you understood.

tell me what you wan me to do..

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Horrible way to spend a sunday.

Sometimes I really dont know why they treat me this way.

Anyway... dutifully went to school in the morning. Had breakfast with my classmates after that.

Helped mum prepare for dinner and went to took a nap while waiting for dar to come over after cutting his hair..

Rotted around till dinner time.

Escape with dar to JP... and he treated me to ice cream!!!!!! *muackz*



new hair cut



reguarl earthquake - 8 scoops of ice cream with 8 toppings!

we finished!!!! except the toppings..


Walked around JP... wanted to buy that doggy toy I saw the other time, but only left two blue colour. I wanted brown...

In the end... dar bought these for me..



Piglet puppet & slipper

He cheered me up.

We were so busy playing with the piglet after buying that piglet that we forgotten to buy waffle back for my bro. =X

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Finally cut my hair today!!!!!! Feeling so light today. =)

Pop by school after that for revision class.

After leaving school, suddenly saw a lot of people having daisy in their hand or bag. Initally thought got donation or something, then saw people standing around the entrance down to the MRT giving out the flowers!!!!!

Being a cheapo and one who always loves flower.... Of course I walk pass the guy lah! lol...


my free daisy..



Actually the flowers were used to promote awareness regarding STIs and AIDs to the female population. And also, to ask the guys to RESPECT girls!!!!!

A card was given out with the dasiy..


he loves me, he loves me not...

Now we all know how cheap daisy is! So next time a guy gives you daisy, just ignore him. lolz.

School again tomorrow... Sighz

Friday, October 19, 2007

Latest look of the pet in TPO...


Think done by Arthur. lolz.

Anyway, skipped school for the whole week. =X

Receive my new namecards two, two set. Coze I got two email account. =)

Had a fight with dar. lolz. Make us feeling so HOT! And its already air-conditioned in his room. He lah. Bully me. Argh. And to do I help him with his assignment. HUMMPF!

On my way there I suddenly saw everyone has a bottle of drink in their hand and its all of the same flavor! Got curious and being a cheapo now, started looking for the stand that is giving out all these free drinks. lolz. And I found it!!!!


the cheapo new drink - Pomegranate Tea

Taste nice!!! Love it. Has a sweet scent and taste more towards flower tea. lolz. Anyway, I like it. =) lolz.

Bought a tibit that I always had as a kid...



Its selling for like 20cents now ONLY! Goodness. lolz. Able to fulfill my craving for tibit.

Exam in 2 weeks!!!! Horrible.

Sometimes I really think, how many years am I willing to sacrifice in order to better advance my career. Another 1 yr I would have completed my current Dip. Strongly recommended by my colleagues to go into the Business field.

Sounds very attractive to me and ever I return from Aussie, had wanted to try the Business field if I ever thought of switching my field away from FM.

Weighting the option now..

But a part time degree means another 3 years of unbearable life to go through. Unless I take one in TMC instead of a local Uni. But then, not as recongize! And I had always wanted to get into either NTU or NUS!!!!! Sighz...

Anyway, one more year to figure out...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

They met years ago, she like being with him, coze he made her smile and laugh everytime. But none of them thought they will be together one day.

She always sees him as a guy to flirt and relax along with a night of drinking. Comfortable she is, but the thought of being together never cross her mind. He was one that looks carefree and has the build to carry it off well.

They came from two different world but came together for nights of laughter, relaxation, celebration and drinking.

One night, they were paired up for the first time. The girl was to meet the guy she loves for the past three years of her life for the first time after finally deciding to end everything off, and there he is for her. Shoulder to lent on when she needs it. And next thing she knew, his hand was on top of hers, and it felt so comforting.

One month down the road, they became offical.

The next time they went drinking, they appeared as a couple.

He given her something she cant have for years.

He given her back her confidence.

He brought back her smile that she lost.

He brought colours back into her life.

She never thought she could find happiness anymore. But she did.

And she loves him more and more each day...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Just finish editing my slides for friday presentation... =) OFFICE 2007 ROX!!!!! lolz. The template designs are so much nicer than 2000. lolz. 2 hours to get it right.. More editing tomorrow when I get back to the office.

Yet another tiring week.

Dar fallen sick a day ago. Took time-off and pop by his house with dinner yesterday. And lazy me took a bus for his house to interchange instead of walking. =X

Gave a presentation on Tuesday to our client's new staffs. Its an induction that is conducted every 3months. Nervous can? I only saw the slides on Tuesday morning itself. Lucky my colleagues were there to help me edit and get the updated information in in time. On monday night, the file suddenly got corrupted and cant be open by any of our lappys. Goodness. Almost gave me a heart attack. And with dar waiting downstairs. sorry..

Urging to cut my hair. Getting untidy. Booked jaren for hair cutting on Sat before going to school..

I'm so sleepy...

And... new position of Gingee!!!


gingee hanging in the air


gingee the cooker


gingee the ninja

was pretty upset with my parents lately.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Yesterday had a nice dinner with family at Crystal Jade... Been ages since I had the Spare Ribs Ramen!!!! Love it.

Then chatted with dar at night for 1 whole hour just trying to make him slip what he bought but his lips are so tight. -_-!! Sighzzzz. He loves me no more.. lolz.

More had breakfast with him at LJS before he went for work.. Nice breakfast. First breakfast we had together in the morning outside! hehe.

Muackz.

Shall be a good girl today and study.

JIA YOU!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Dar bought my present, but refuse to tell me what it is!!!!!

Never mind. He say it will arrive next week, then he ought to keep in his room! I shall go turn his room upside down if I have the time. lolz.

At times I'm really mad at him, but at the same time of being mad, I wish to just be able to fly over to his side and let him hug me in his arm and chase away everything. Love yet cant stand him all at the same time.

Just eating the noodles he cooked make me happy.

2days of leave left... must plan when to take. lolz. And must remember not to inform my colleagues!

I applied leave to study for exam on the 12th and 13th, they actually thought it was my birthday! And demanded me to cancel. Saying I wont be able to escape. -_-!! Shall apply my leave in silent..

*smile*

1mth plus to go... wonder where he will bring me to.. lalalalalalalalala

Friday, October 12, 2007

Super long week...

Trips to SDC, training, coordinating some stuffs, smooth out some stuffs...

Charlie 'decorated' my table with my dolphin again..


Then, he claims the dolphin is thirsty..


And now, my dolphin knows how to drink water from my cup with gingee is guiding!!!

Goodness.. But its really nice to look at...

Wed went over to dar house to 'collect' fish.. His parents went fishing and caught too much... Gave me a bit of it and I guess it can serve my family well for 1 whoe month!!!! Coze his mum hvnt clean the fish, he had to defrost them and clean them before I bring them home..



this fish was indeed hungry..


super big mouth!!


And also... the pics of my lobster!


looks like suddenly i got 1 more lobster..

the 'unwanted' shell the lobster out grown.

the growing lobster!!!!



I'm so tired now...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

ONE OF MY LOBSTER CHANGED SHELL!!!!!!!

My mum was like 'e' then say so cute. -_-! she cant make up her mind.

I was so excited!

And my dad was amazed.

Dar only reaction was to ask me find out is which 1 and take it out.

Update the pics over the weekend. =)

Loong week for me. Hadnt been studying the way I need to.

Work is piling up non-stop.

And now the headache and stomach cramp.

In the process of drowning..

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Dar was extremely sweet today..

Which made me suspicious!

He wanna surprise me by waiting for me to end work, ended up, he got bitten by mosquitoes. On top of that, because he 'lied' in telling me he is already home, I took my own sweet time leaving my office. Which I guess cause him to wait for almost 1 hour.

And it didnt end there...

He was outside my school when I left half-way!

How can I not be suspicious? He never waited for me to end school before! And today he did..

Imagine how shocked I was..

Maybe he failed the first surprise and wanna try again. lolz.

I ended up questioning him did he did anything wrong. lolz. If a guy suddenly treat you so nice you would also question him right? lolz.

Silly dar.. must had been a long wait today.. lolz.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

3rd month today... =)

Though didnt go out, he came over for dinner. Which I cooked with my mum and heated it up for him when he came over...

Was a bit pissed off.

O well. So long I got him around. The rest doesnt matter.

Was a long day today. All the cooking and everything.

Tired.

I feel myself falling in love with him all over again everytime he holds me in his arms.

Friday, October 05, 2007

SEE WHAT THEY DID TO MY DOLPHIN!!!!!!!!!!!




Bully my soft toy while I was away... -_-
TADA~


Charlie get his sis to get me the same cup from Thailand!!!!! I so suprise lah... I knew he getting his sis to get a new big mug for me since the one I bought cracked. But I was so surprise that he got me the exact same one.. *touched*

Sine office cant use this kind of mug anymore, I brought it home. hehe. Put the cracked one at dar's house for me to put things... Nice surpise and gift.. =)

Like I said, this week had been full with meetings. One after another one. Cab fare went up to almost $100 for this week! All the trips to SDC myself. At least the vendors are kind-er with me now.

Hardly in the office. I have one paper to write, one minutes that I owe to SDC, follow-ups of previous meetings, filing to do etc etc...

Now the office has some interesting people. Dont know how to laugh about it or to be pissed over it. Lolz. Taking preventive strategy. If not whatever I have done for the past few months would have gone down the drain...

3 more weeks of endless trips to SDC to go!!!!!!! After that would be my exam and then tada.. birthday. wahahahahaha. Can already imagine how much I will spend on that day... Shopping and pampering. lalalalalala.

I have a love-hate relationship with my job.

Forget to mention... I SAW NIC ON WEDNESDAY MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is so damn good looking! I became a tomato after that. Lucky dar and me did board that train.. I would be so uncomfortable!!! And dar had such a good time to laugh at me instead of being jealous! Goodness. Seriously.. he's really good looking. *melted*