Long week. I wonder how I survive it without breaking down at work.

Working and schooling helps. But I got so upset with myself. Half of me trusted, believed, yet, when there's no one around, I teared. And amazingly, I was able to work the next day.

Glad it's over. At least for now.

Exam coming soon.

Dar going chalet next week.

Another week of not seeing him.

Mum gave a treat at Crystal Jade today. Yummy.

Met dar yesterday for dinner. Hadnt had a proper one for the whole week.

Woke up real late today.

As you can see, I'm pretty much not making sense now.

I like the way bf holds my hand.

I like the way bf hugs make everything in the world ok.

i just saw him yesterday, yet i'm missing him badly now.

having cramp make it worst

jimmy commented i look so pale today.

of course lah!!! lost so much blood. -_-!!

i'm finally done with my assignment!!!! doubt I will get a D for it this time round. *sighz* but am really in no mood to write. not like last sem. o well. wish me luck anyway.

its 12plus yet i'm still so awake.

steamboat tomolo. thus i hv to go marketing tomorrow.

weather's no gd at home.

dar coming over tomorrow!

and i'm already having monday blues. -_-!!

I should be doing my assignment... but heck! lolz.

I'm flying to JAPAN!!! AGAIN!!!! But first time since I'm with dar..

After my exam.. =)

I need $$$$

Sponsors???

Once when I complained about how sick I got from studying while working, you told me its for the future, to have a better life next time. For our future.

I once told myself I will not study for anyone anymore, but here I am studying for our future. Though at first it was to past time. =X

I miss going out.

Have not even step into town once this month other than for school. It cant be avoid since my school is in town.

Thinking of my two ecos paper this may give me headache. And not to mention, I'm having business law paper too! I know I worry too early, but time really flies!

Sigh. I need to rant.

Looking forward to Good Friday. At least a day with dar (if he's not working).

Dating is pretty impossible between the two of us.

Thanks teddy for the company. =) Another special someone in my life. *hehe*

i'm bored.

with assignment.

with school.

Its Tuesday, I have no school but I went home with no argument made with Darren.

All because - I HAVE TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT! wtf.

And I dooze off slightly yesterday when dar was copying anime over to his harddisk from my bro's. =X Oops.

Anyway, finished another question of my assginment! Another 50marks to go. Which is enough to make me go school tomorrow. =) For that undone 50%, not for that 50% done.

Seriously, I should lock myself up to finish my assignment before I step out of the house again.

And I so wanna go JAPAN!!! *cross fingers and toes*

Waiting for supper now..

'Opposite attracts and attack', as quoted from Reader Digest.





How true. Of all people I should know it even better. I can imagine when dar and I will to really have a big fight, it would indeed be a BIG fight.





Anyway, I'm trying to stay awake till he finish his dinner, hence, this random entry.




1 assignment down, 1 more to go!!!!! -_-!! goodness.



I am in no mood to write any papers.



Just finished a proposal on thursday. (now i remember)



Next week is literally FULL of lessons.



Wonder how do I take all these till end of the year. And for another 2 to 3 years. -_-!!

And to think dar is going to NS next year! But I guess studies will occupy all my time by then.





SIGHzZ


Monday faster come so that I will be able to meet him and rot in his little room



I promise I will be a good little girl and do my assignment tomorrow.. *trying my best to keep my promise*

i miss him. the guy who always feed me!

5 days since i last saw darren lee!!!! -_-!!

life is bored without him around...

sighz.

Its our 8th month today. I didnt realize it till dar sms me. =X SORRY!!!!! Told ya a month is just too short to keep track. Very fast we will be one year old, lets save our celebration till then! *hehe*

-let me recall what happened-

Seriously, I dont know what happened this week. I lost count of everything since thursday. I only remember having a full day meeting at vendor's office today.

Yaya, I'm getting old.

And dar is working at IT show this weekend. There goes my 'romantic' weekend with dar.

I still remember the first time I call darren dar. The word 'dar' just came to mind but I'm not sure he will be fine with it, ended up, the word just came out of my mouth naturally and he respone to it naturally too. Then he ask why I call him 'dar', before I reply, he reply already 'coze it stands for darling and darren right?'. -_-!! 自问自答。

I dont need shopping, I only need to rot in that comfortable room of darren lee which has 2 single size bed for me to roll around and sleep anyway I want. I only need that bowl of steam egg that darren lee's mum never fails to bring to the table when I have a craving for it (its like she knows I wanna have it). I only need darren lee to look at me in that certain kind of way to make my heart melt.

Ya. Silly me. *as if I can give up shopping for long*

Went to watch The Leap Years with mum. Its amazingly wonderful! Looking for the OST now.. Anyway, its a show damn worth spending $9.50 on. The storyline is catchy. It made me dropped a few tears, enough to wet my face. =X

A show I wished I watched with dar, but he thinks local production will not have that standard. -_-!! SEE!!! I proved he's wrong by watching it without him. lolz.

Anyway, go catch the movie. And remember to bring tissue along..

Its Sunday again.. Which means I have to get my butt back to my workplace tomorrow again. Sighz.

O well, my relative won a new Samsung Slim Fit tv and gave it to us. So now I have a new TV sitting in my living room while the old TV is waiting for collection. =)

I wish I can save more $$$ for my degree. Twenty over thousands. -_-!!

Steamboat gathering on friday!!!!! *cross my fingers and toes*