Tomorrow is The day.

All six months of effort recorded down in a 60-over pages report.

Six months of learning. Two months of serparation and running away. Two months of crazy working timing.

Feel kind of sadden that everything will be ending real soon. Especially I felt real lucky to have met real kind and helpful people throughout my six months of industry training. Through them I really learn alot.

Not to forget people who helped me with my report. No matter how late I work through the night, someone will always be there. No matter how tired and unreasonable I get, people will always ren. I'm so thankful to the people in my life..

My working ppl had also been very supportive. Helping me in everyway to improve my report format.

Very emo now.. Coze finally finish my report. With the help of alot of people...

thanks for everything. really.

FINALLY!!!!!

Finally my report is near the finishing line. And its only like 2days before the big day. o_O

WAhahaa.. Happy can? Seated in front of the computer since 8pm! 5hours since!!!!!!!!

Had work yesterday. Was like late for 1hr plus. Lucky was late, if not will be bored there. Somehow just cant wait for the work to end! Partly tired I guess.

I will be so dead tomorrow. Maybe should join of the senior out for site inspection. Nothing much to do in office.. =X Shall see how it goes.

*big tired smile*

hehe.

i wanna be taller!!! *i jump jump jump*

Happiness + Scare-ness

Not a feeling that I would like to have. But somehow the element of scare is there. I wanna believe, I wanna trust. Holding back somehow.

Silly I know.

Everything was fine till that moment.

How I wish time will pause.

Wishing the train to fly through the air.

Waiting the whole day just for the night.

Sometimes I might be thinking more than I should. But I did try not to. Really. Trying to smile when tears are welling up. Trying to put everything off and believe what is in front of me. Sorry if I made you worry. Trying to tell you as much as possible.

=)

Tai-tai life. Today is the kind of life I wanna have!!!!! Woke up at 10 plus, bathe, went down to City Hall for lunch with tong and cl. Then back home, did abit of report and off to TMC to meet my bro and find out more about the course. Chilled out at TCC with my dearest bro and have some light food called dunnot what devotion. Love it. Then went off to meet my mum for dinner at Chinatown. Followed which was a long walk.. Tai tai right? lolz. Xing fu.

And...

Someone failed his NAFA again... lolz. =X

Techno Fair and Open House had came to an end. Went back to school for the whole three days. More for catching up than doing my duty. hehe. Lots of people I know are invovle in the Techno Fair. And I happily drop by as and when I like. =X Jumping here and there. hehe.

Went shopping with cl and tong yesterday. Really burnt a hole in my pocket. A formal skirt from G2000, $49. A dress from Heeren, $59. A pair of footwear (coze my heels spoil -_-), $19.90. Hair cut at Moonson, $21.

Goodness.

But I really love that dress!!!!!!

Wanna see?

Date me then. haha.

After that went down to Habour Front for someone's birthday celebration.

Night was pretty much a roller coaster ride. Cried endless of time. Said 'mei shi' endless of time. Trying hard to smile.

Shi Sha Gua, Ye Shi Ni De Sha Gua.

I didnt really regret going yesterday night.. Really

Having the worst mood swing in like god-knows-how-long. One second I can be joking away, and the next, throwing temper, and the next, cheerful again. And you guess it, the one that is suffering all this.

Both days I went for the Open House. Initally I thought I would have two days of rest, but ended up, its even more tiring. First day of OH, I went back to work after the event. Today, I went to work and then down to school!

Drain me out..

But its 100% worth it! Got to see everyone!!!!!!!!! Cheered me up.

Going out tomolo with them.. Happy.. =)

3 stars

3 words

Even if they arent for me..

Laying there, gazing at the stars

20over countable stars looking down at us

Shinning brightly for us to count

It might all be just a dream

One hurtful sentence

Tears welling up

Sooner or later it will happen

1 day is hard enough

I shouldnt be doing this..

But.. I just cant stop.

Sometimes it just hurt so much..

But sometimes, it just so worth it..

In the end.. it might just be all back to square one.

And it will be my own fault.

Burnt my whole sat at work.. 13hours!!!!!!!! Cool ar? All beacause of that one company (not to mention which). Cant even sleep properly this morning. Actually wanna sleep in, but once my brain is half working, all the work that I need to get done came piling up. No choice but to wake up.. And its only like what, 9 am now!

Yesterday was a pretty sweet day.

Fri went for a wake. The same way my nanny went off. I miss my nanny.

'if you ask, i will wait'

Been ages since I have so much to do.

Let me show you the L-I-S-T:

1. CV
2. Final Report
3. Graph for a head in my department
4. Agenda for monday meeting
5. Another project
6. Tidying my stuffs into my newly arrived (or rather not that new since it arrived on wednesday!) cabinet
7. Do quotation & research & enquiry about firewall
8. Cross stitch
9. Sleep
10. Eat

I need to include sleeping and eating because I'm so lack of sleep that my mum is already starting to make a fuss about it, as for eating, I AM ALWAYS HUNGRY! The result of using my tiny little brain.

Thought tomorrow can have an early rest since I will be going to school. Ended up, there's a meeting at 5:30pm. So gonna cab down after school.

O well, shall start doing work now...

I miss you guys.. LOTS

-all you have to do is ask-

I cant help but blog. No idea why..

First of all... I CAUSED A FIREWALL TO CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Am I power or what? But hey, I really didnt do much. =X

Then busy with a project that the call center takes.

So much to do.. Final Report, PPT, CV, tidying of room, resting, reading.. Endless. But so little time!!!!!

And CNY is coming soon!!! Baking cookies!!!! O my..

Tell me what to do.

So cant wait for next week.

I love you guys... Dont forget this!

And daniel.. I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!

So much to say..

No idea why it came back again.

I thought it will be gone.

But its back.

Sucks.

Dont ask whether I'm ok.

I wont be able to answer.

Last time. Two words I always say.

But it only leads to another last time and another.

two weeks

Yet another weekend..

Had over time till 12am yesterday. Tired..

Pretty lucky to get attached to my current workplace. Lots of thanks to the people there!!!!

But then again... I miss you guys.. Nvm, we SHALL meet up soon!!!! I promise.

Just went to IKEA just now in the afternoon. Bought quite a number of stuffs. And I ordered a cabinet. I pay for it myself k? hehe. Now theres somemore to put my softtoys... Cant wait for it to arrive this tuesday.

My back is hurting. No idea why. If I wasnt tired yesterday night, I wouldnt be able to sleep. Hurting today when I was walking in IKEA too.

When I'm upset, I see nothing else. If you remember, please show it. Dont let me assume that you dont. I can understand if another thing pop up. I will get upset, but I will still understand. What will upset me most is you not remembering.

Bottom line: I'm stupid. Stupid enough to miss you.

Recap of Year 2006

Recapping... Lots happened this year. But like people say, there will be a good ending, if there issnt one, its still not the end yet! And yes, I did have a good ending for the Year 2006. Its just too wonderful and amazing for me to believe it! People who made my life at poly wonderful are there with me. People who made me smile are there. People who made me the happiest girl on earth are there.

Through out the whole year, there had been lots of ups and downs. Living through hell and out of it. Never do I want to go through that again. Trying to smile and be ok when everything are obviously not ok with me. To go school each day preparing to fight another day of battle. Walking by people like I do not know them. Smiling when I feel like crying.

Working my ass off during holidays.

Studying just to prove I'm ok.

Leaving for aussie for two months because of him.

Didnt want to leave for two months because of him.

Trip to Korea which I enjoyed alot. 8days out of Singapore.

Enjoying my last sem in NP. As in really enjoying. Rushing of reports, esp FMM, rushing for deadlines, going out, deciding whether to apply for OIAP or not, burning midnight oil, going out at night for chit-chats, suppers, teddy.

The two months trip to aussie will be the most unforgettable thing of the year. 2mths of surviving on my own. Two months of tears and unpampered life. Two months of learning.

Everything are wonderful now.

Today then I realize. Memories are the most important. They are the most important thing on earth. Because memories can pull you through hard times. Of course not the bad ones. But to remember the good ones! I will never forget.

Nothing much matters besides those that you hold close to your heart.

Thanks for giving a good end to my 2006!

BBQ Chalet - Countdown - 31st Dec 2006

HAPPY 2007!!!!!!!!!!

I believe we all had a wonderful time at the countdown yesterday. Thanks so much for coming down!!!!!!! Love you guys lots.

Preparations started as early as 9am... Was up at 6:45am to do marketing! -_-!! Both my parents helped out.. cutting, cooking, washing, packing.. Thank yoU!!!!! If without them, I wont be able to finish everything in time!

And thanks to yh, chicky and zhanke for helping me with carrying of stuffs and preparing. Thanks so much.

Preparation..

my dad.. cutting up carrots for me


mum.. who cooked 2packets of beehoon for her dearest daughter


cl and me.. rotting ard...

My first time at Downtown East can?! lolz. So damn happy. Blur blur de.. No idea where to go and all. Lucky my helping star is there. *hehe* Never lost with him.

Even though some stuffs pop up because of my sotong-ness. Everything was resolve. Nothing can spoil the night!!!!! =X But I was a real sotong yesterday.. Too much stuffs to handle. But hey. I did it!!! Of course not without help from people around me. =)

our BBQ pit


vin, cl, tong, yh


me, cl, tong


my dearest bao bei and vin


cl and jas

We started the BBQ at around 6plus when jas arrived. Last BBQ tao tao did the starting up of fire. This time round, it became zhanke's job. And he really did a good job with it!!!! I swear I will send my children to NCC next time. If I ever have them. Even Jasmine commended that it's the BEST BBQ fire she ever saw!!!!!! I help to light the fire hor!!!!! Dont say I never do anything. haha.

waiting for the fire to start...


best bbq fire in the world


first batch of food..


US!!!!!!!


half Cook of the day and the best man to do fire starting for BBQ


dearest jas


the fire that will goes on and on

One of our lec came...

the whole lot of noisy us..


tao tao doing stunt as usual

Did our countdown with lots of fuN!!!!!!! Champange (spelling?), poppers, spraklers (spelling), cheerings, and lots of fooling around. Damn high... And I went around taking photos with every single one of the people at the chalet!!!!!

Introducing..

Yingtao. The fatherly figure in our group. The one who solve stuffs and cheers people up. The one who is there to help everyone and anyone.


Ah tong akak Shaun. One of my besties. One who always know how to have fun and enjoy life. Like me, he knows how to enjoy good food! And he's always there for me.. Love ya!


Vincent. The study one in the group. And the tallest with the biggest tummy!!!!!!!! If you ever need an air-con but cant afford one, just give him a call! He's damn lame and cold.


YanHui. The anime one in the group. Ask her anything about any anime, you will get an answer. The helpful one too. No matter what you ask her, she will try her best to help you out. Thanks for always listening to me....


Zhanke. Wonderful and bestest friend. Best at everything and anything. Even if it's something he's not good at, he will figure a way out. My life saver. There's nothing to worry with him around. Fun loving guy! Thanks for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even though you will not be seeing this.. I meant what I said.


Jasmine. The siao one in the group. My primary school classmate. Also the most busy one! Hard to date her. She's fun, caring, friendly, always there to lent an ear!!!! She might be busy but her heart is always with us!!!!! Love you girl.


Chinling. Another besties of mine. Been through alot throughout her 3years in poly. But she pulled through!!!!!! A strong girl. Love her lots too. No matter how stupid I got with my life, no matter how low I went, she is always there to support unconditionally. Even though its wrong. Thanks so much. You know I always love you.


Alzan. Cl's bf. I can only say this: YOU BETTER DONT HURT CL!!!! IF NOT WE WILL LOOK FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!


Huiwen. Thanks for coming. Though we never talk much in school. But ya, its fun to have you around the chalet. =)


William. Huiwen's bf. Come my chalet and fall asleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the.. haha. Thanks for your drink and time! Come early next time. lolz.

After that. The room turned into a gambling den!!!! Played for like an hour or two before we stop. Or rather I stop. lolz. And the rest continue.

gambling den. on the bed.

Activities ease at 4plus... WAnna sleep de went to sleep. Those wanna stay awake then went outside to continue playing..

Cant really sleep. Hardly sleep at chalet too..

Wake people up and last few photos to take before we all left for breakfast..

A big big thanks to everyone who make the night possible!!!!! Cant thank you guys enough.. Especially you. There might be ups and downs along the way but hey, what matters is everything turned out to be wonderful in the end!!!!

I'm really happy. Everything was worth it. No words can really tell you guys how much it meant to me.. =)