Public Holiday. The best gift a working person can have. Half-day off on the eve of the holiday, the best-EST gift of all! I felt like its Saturday today. Going work for awhile, then to the doc, clear up some stuffs and went off to meet dar and my parents for lunch.




But still, a tiring day. Didnt rest enough yesterday. Then cooking dinner tomorrow for everyone. Now that both my bro and me is attached, when all of us come together for dinner, mum and me really have to cook ALOT!





I miss poly days.





The people, the fun, the place, the school, the food, the shopping, the fooling around. Everything is so much simpler back then. Though there were unhappy time, but we pulled through together. Everytime the cab drive pass Ngee Ann, I will look at the place where I really enjoyed myself studying and ended up where I am now. Now I sound so old. lolz. Everytime a new batch of attachment comes to our office, I looked at them and suddenly realized how old I am already. And not too long ago, I was just like them.





But if I did not grad from Ngee Ann, I might not be with dar now.. It was after graduation that we first went out together, to Taka. I remembered.





Sometimes I like to walk behind him. Leaving him to walk to my house first. The backview I see is someone who loves me, and cares for my family. And being the busy us, we always forget our monthly celebration! Eventually, it doesnt matter to us anymore. Because a month is too short for us to even notice. It just flew pass month after month. Till we gave up on the monthly thing and it became half-yearly, which we agreed on. And I'm sure, it will eventually end up to be a yearly thing!!





=)

I'm currently in LOVE with...

w960i

Its so my day today! =)

Work was ok.

Then mum bought me out for dinner.

Order christmas log cake.

Went to the 3rd floor, and tada, the LAST PIECE! Being the person I am, I wont be able to wait till next week. What if the next time I go, there's no more stock?! I will kill myself.

Pretty ex, but I had someone to sponsor more than half the price!!!

Dar happy too, coze he will have a new phone to use soon too. =) If he can ever convince me to let him have my phone... wahahahahahahahaha. He have to try REALLY HARD!

Out to town with cl and yh tomorrow. A few stuffs to get now, esp hp pouch..

Been one week plus... but it seems so much longer than that! Only remembered 4 stuffs = Billy Bomber, MOF, Donut Factory and work... Work was really horrible nowadays. Everyday was rushing for this and that. Non-stop. Got so drained that I can even sleep at 9:30pm! And having headache everyday is not helping at all. At least its better now. I hope.

Had Billy Bomder at JP on friday. Dar's ex-working place.

cookies & cream milkshake..

Love the milkshake. Normally I dont really like milkshake but I had quite a bit on friday. Worth the $$. And the share is really HUGE!

party platter

The wings are a must-try... Was deep fried first before frying with the sauce, hence the crispy skin and heavy taste of sauce.. Chunky fries with cheese and bacon. So-so..

mixed-grill

Lots of fries, one piece of chicken and beef, mixed vege, egg... Large share..

Original Sin

Suppose to be a double-chocolate cake. But was very disappointed with it.. So nothing much to comments.. But we did play with the slice of cake.. =X

i ate the part i like and left with this..

put every thing back in place... hehe

MOF

MOF is forever one of my fv place to dine... I can always eat there to my full without any guilt at all. Love it.. =)

Bought Donut Factory on 6 Dec I think.... Was a bit disappointed with the number of sold-out donuts... Those that I wanna buy were sold-out. But did get a few that really taste good. Even dar agreed with me.. Had 6 for my collgeaues... They enjoyed it too. =) Lucky didnt have to Q for it.. Wahahahahaha

O ya, went Swissotel for buffet dinner on Wednesday (12 dec) with colleagues too. Had such a fun time with them. Really is laugh till wanna peng. Reached home at only 11plus..

Cant remember much beside that...

Had soft rebonding done yesterday at Kimage. =)

Christmas coming...

Then its New Year Countdown..

Then one mth later, Chinese New Year...

I miss I have more time with him..

Went to the zoo today with mum and dad. Dar wasnt feeling well. Was kind of upset, coze it would have been so much more fun with him around. But most importantly, he must get well!!!!

As of today, he owe me one dinner. lolz.

Headache for the 4th day in a row. Horrible, terrible.

Pilates!!! I guess I will continue. Make me feel more relaxed..

Going to kimage next sat!! Cant wait..

Then Christmas.... After which, New year... Wow.. so fast...

Just got back from Dar's.

His house never fails to make me feel welcomed.

It never fails to make me relax and re-charge myself.

Feeling the best I had in so many days.

That's How You Know

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say:
How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?
Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is gray?
He'll find a new way to show you
A little bit everyday
That's how you know
That's how you know
He's your love
You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day to something to lead her to believe you love her
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know they're true love is true
How do you know he love's you?
How do you know he's yours?
Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you
He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know
He's your love
He's your love
That's how you know he loves you
That's how you know he's true
Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
That's how you know
He's your love
That's how you know
That's how you know
He's your love

Pilates yesterday right? Was just tired after that, then this morning, body start to ache, shoulder and waist there. Feels good actually. At least it means I did the right way. Tried some moves before dinner too, and the breathing part. Make me feel more at ease also.. But had nightmare yesterday night, over my knee injury.

Had class today and it totally spoilt my mood! Lec was late for 15minutes and being as unorganized as they can get, there are no study guide for us. -_-!! Pissed. And suppose to cove two topics today, she only managed one topic. On top of that, she have this slang that none of us understand. Pretty much wanna fall asleep more than half the time...

Mum came home from one of the 'tam (bintam or batam) today!!!! Bought me donuts even!!!!! *muacks* I'm pretty surprised she will get it for me.. since she wont know which one to get. Knowing I LOVE chocolate, she got 3 in chocolate coating...

Had one once she reached home, chocolate coating WITH chocolate filling. *yummy*

Cant believe she bought me donuts.. hehe.

the famous one in indo..

4 missing donuts.. wahahaha.

And this pair of teddy bear from the wedding dinner I attended on 21st nov. Jimmy had one pair already, so he gave me the male one for me to have a pair.. So sweet of him.

Back to work tomolo.... then lessons on thurs, fri and sun. Going to the zoo on sat and pilates in the evening....

i miss darren lee

I made my bro bring his Cooking Ma Ma back for me to play!!!!!!!! Wahahahahahaha...

Pilates later... then school starting tomorrow (sucks!).

So pissed off with my school. Hence, the usual = compliant letter.

Work was ok, but next week gonna be busy for me...

Dar working at IT show, so I'm ALONE for these 4 days.

Sighz... I hadnt do everything I wanna to, and school starting. -_-!!

i miss him..

Watched Enchanted with dar just now.. LOVE IT! to bits...

No one can resist 'happily ever after'

Which female being wont wanna be a princes waiting for her prince to appear?

'show her you need her'

Upset. Really am. Lets wait..

The week just passed like these. Can remember much also.. Shopped at JP and did some baking over the weekend.

Getting better at making breakfast for my dear boyfriend.

Yet another week. Pay day tomorrow!!!! lolz. Pretty broke now.

Later~

18 Nov 07

CPG FM Family Day 2007 @ Sentosa.

Had dinner with dar near his house in the morning before meeting my parents. Was so damn hungry!!!!!!

Took the Monorail in..

tired dar..

hyper!!!

*ilu

I got burnt!!! Thats the only good thing about this trip. lolz. And I sweated. Finally. Had a walk on the beach with dar dar. hehe.

Went vivo after that. And we specially went to have a look in SK. Saw a necklance I like and also a pair of ring. lolz. He promised he will get for me!!! haha. And for the first time in my life, I saw the cut of diamond under the scope. There's this cut that gave the diamond 8 heart-shape around the edge. And was told True Love series has the highest level of quality cut under SK. *smile*

Had late lunch at Greenhouse Cafe. Wasnt as good as I thought it would be, but the environment is really good.

bought this from elsewhere..

tomato soup

The shop owner claim the tomato soup is very nice, but it tasted as if they added water into the soup! Even dar agreed with me... Very diluted.

Pasta was pretty good. Dar liked it.

This was good too... But abit more beef and cheese would be better...

Mango pudding. Tasted more like mango jelly.

Overall, I wont go back there for a meal. But for afternoon tea that kind of snacks,ya, its the place to go to. Kind of disappointing..

Napped awhile at dar's and back to JP for KFC. I went home while dar went for pool. Both of us was pretty tired after everything... Recording breaking!!! We went out for three days continuously!!!!!!

From lene...

From polymates..

From dar..

It felt sweet to know he is giving me the best he could. It touches my heart. Especially these three days. His leg was aching abit coze of badminton, yet he went out with me coze he promised to. Even dressed up for my birthday. Looking at him and wondering why didnt we get together earlier. Dar, thanks for everything you done for me....

16 Nov 07

I TURNED 20!!!!!!!

Was pretty excited coze I know dar had long bought my present and it had been hiding in his room for more than ONE MONTH! And he still dare to bluff me he forget to bring when it is right inside his bag! Hummpf.

Made him open his bag and give me my present. And believe it, I was shocked. Like the the time he gave me flowers. Necklance from the True Love series from SK. And now I know why they say diamond is all gers' best friend.

Happily removed the necklance I wearing and replace it with the new one he bought for me..

Dinner was at Sakae @Heeren. Was a bit disappointed with the food. O well, its the company that matters. =)

Went over to Cathay and burnt my pocket by buying two dresses. But I guess its pretty worth it, not only is the cutting very good, there is only 6 pieces for each design. On top of it, its designed by Singaporean AND carried korean influence in them. Plus its going on a 49% discount.

Went over to Picturehouse after that to get the ticket for our movie on Sat. hehe.


17 Nov 07

Meeting polymates with dar...

Dine at TCC @PS.

Thanks guys for making it... Esp eugene for rushing down! Knew he rushed down coze of *ahem* *ahem*, but still... he made it! lolz...

Thanks cl and tong for spending their time getting my present...

Thanks lene for coming down and silly her said sorry for her wrapping. I'm worst at it!

Thanks yh for letting me play her cooking game...

Thanks dar for accompany me.... =)

Finally, one last paper to go, and guess what, its accounting.. -_-!!

But really looking forward to the dinner date with dar at night. Been a long long while since I went town with him. =) And more than half a month since I went town and enjoy it!!!! Thought my school is in town area. lolz.

Like I say, the exam period looks more like a holiday for me; meals at home, taking afternoon nap, waking up later than usual, dressing down. And I can openly 'push' away my job. Oops.

Anyway, its back to work tomorrow.

Some stuffs I wanna get:

sunglasses
dresses
working tops and pants

Looks pretty little stuffs. haha.

I really cant wait...

let us start afresh...

i wanna believe in him.. in us.

it hurts.

time after time.

and it only get worst each time.

Mum nagging again. Over and over the same issue again. She knew I will get pissed off, and instead, nagged to my bro instead of to me. I knew she cares and only want the best for me. But in the end I'm just yet another girl, and no one special.

I hope she will understand one day.


Anyway. I'm bored. Just another few days. All I have to bear with.

I rather do assignment after assignment than go through all these papers.


Sometimes I wonder, do qualifications really matters?

That single piece of paper that justify you had spent a certain amount of money and time in school and sat through the motion of attending school, submitting assignments and sat for your exam. Thats all that single piece of paper with the school logo, some big shot name and your name signifies. That piece of paper will only secure you a basic sum of salary. Thats all it is for.

The piece of paper will in no way reflects the working capability of a person. Studying and working is two totally different world. One that is simple and relax while the other one is full of responsibility and bosses to report to.

At our generation, a degree is no big deal anymore, whats more for a diploma. It meant even nothing. It became a 'must-have', which might be something that is 'un-achieve-able' in the past. And family background is so much better now.

There are some cleaners that are of higher qualification than any of us, yet they are cleaning our country here instead of working in their own homeland. All just because our country is in better condition and might bring a brighter future for their next generation.

If one does not have a qualification, does it mean he/she has no capability in work? I seriously does not think so. I know of people who does not have proper education like what we have now, yet I look up to the way they work. Working need experience, and it is not something that can be learn in school. At the end of the day, its the working experience that will give you the competitive edge, and not your qualifications.

'A certification is only as good as the person who has it'

That piece of paper will always just remain as a piece of paper that will turn into ashes. Whereas, experience is something that cannot be taken away.

The world cannot be just be full of fully qualified people.

Everything is in a mess right now. Maybe just to me.

I wish he knew how I am feeling now.

I felt so silly, so stupid.

I'm disappointed and upset.

I keep telling myself reason after reason.

I told myself not to bring it to work. But I failed.

I wasnt able to be myself at work.

You once tell me everything will be fine.

Will it?

that one sentence coming out from your mouth torn my heart.

suddenly i no longer know you.

suddenly i felt i should leave you. i dont want to...

My whole family was entertained by my timid little lobster today. Initially I had two lobsters in the tank together, but removed the big bully. And today, the little timid lobster was hard at work for whatever reason.

time to start work...

notice the little hole there?

caught red-handed digging the peddles under the sand...

carrying at least 5 peddles at one go..

in no time at all, the lobster had a cozy little hole for itself to 'hide' in

and it went deeper and deeper...

eventually the 'tunnel' collapsed.

me lobster is inside!!!!

I went to sleep once timid lobster went into hiding. When I woke up, mum told me the lobster was digging the sand! Goodness. What is it trying to do?





And now, I have a mini london bridge in my tank... Wondering when will it fall down.

the end product which timid lobster seems happy about

Its really entertaining. Especially my parents. My mum keep shouting across the living room (mind you, my living room is NOT big) that my lobster is doing this doing that.

Meeting dar for breakfast tomorrow morning with bro!!!! hehe.





Miss him lots. Been 3 full days since I last saw him.





Currently hooked with 2 taiwan drama series.

Romantic Princess

If you like Goong and a bit of that F4 show, you will love this show too. Love it. Story-line is typical. But I guess, its every girl's dream to become a princess. Or at least, be treated like one. Found this show on youtube. =)

Sweet Relationship

A cooking show. Watched only the first esposide, cant wait to see the rest of it! Hadnt check whether its available on youtube.

Just cant stop watching them. lolz. Which explains why if I dont do well for my exam. =X Oops.