Missing my bed...

I successfully rotted in Jurong Point for one and a half hour!!!!!

Anyway, had FMM test today. Sucks. Really screwed it up big time. My own fault. Hope the project can help me pull it up.

Met up with ham ham for lunch at Fish and Co. Then wasted time again in Jurong Point while waiting for our movie, Click.

Maybe coze cl told us the storyline, then find it abit long winded. =X

Canada sounds like an interesting place.

Out again tomorrow. When I thought I can have a rest.

you made me smile from my heart

Suppose to blog this yesterday.. but was out. So, here goes..

Latest addition. Lime Green the Bear.

Went back to school yesterday to study FMM with cl and tong. More like writing notes. Completed the notes writing with tong before we went home. Write till today wake up with my hand hurting.. Its that bad. 14 FULL page of notes.

The 3 bears who go to school with me everyday.

And its very cold in the library as it was raining heavily outside (from what I was told). I didnt even see one single drop of rain fall from the sky. hehe.

Importance of SOP.

doreamon (spelling?)

Baby Blues. My fv comics.

An chun dan making babana cry...

Saw sunset from the library's cafe at around 6:50pm. So BEAUTIFUL!!! Didnt expect to see it from NP. And from where I'm sitting, I can see the whole 'egg yolk'. So magical. First time. *melt* Beautiful things dont last. It ended in just a matter of seconds.

Felt so cold yesterday night after leaving the library. Wishing that someone was there to hug me, to keep me away from the cold. Being all alone make it worst. But when there's someone there for me to hug, I dont dare. My friend even commented that I sound like I'm having depression when I was chatting with him. lolz. So serious ma? haha.

I teared at night. When all the memories come back. But in the end, I still smiled, because it wont happen again and it is already over. Everything is ok now. At least better. Even managed to finish 1 whole bowl of noodles today!!!!!!!! When I cant stomach any food yesterday night, this is a great improvement.

Can even chat in msn in chinese and sms chinese!!

But my student was naughty today. Argh. Spoiler.

ENM test

Suddenly very sleepy.. *yawn*

Had ENM test today. Damn funny. The questions are arranged by topics, and we saw one topic which the lec never say is being tested, and so, the whole class 'bomba-ed' her. Poor thing. In the end, the whole question was taken away, 11marks! Lucky for us. If its other lecs, they wont be so nice as to cancel the question away. =)

Took class pic with together again.

Got stuffs off my chest.

Had a good time chatting on MSN today.

Was playing a game this afternoon. For every level that I cleared, I felt as if I grew smarter. hehe. But am stuck at level 18.. sian. Shall try again later.

*wish there's someone to accompany me to see fireworks next year

I'm a happy girl

It had only been two days, but lots of stuffs happened...

Had a long long chat with one of my friend yesterday night. Till my mind cant shut off when I went to bed and so I only slept at 5:30am. Cool ar? Before that went downstairs to the park to see Kelly perform!!!!! Then this morning woke up at 12 with lots of sms-ing before that with teddy and cl. And down to Esplanade for tong's concert. Thats the summary.

Actually didnt want to go down coze of ENM and too crowded, but in the end I gave in to my curious mind and went down. Was really surpise to learn that the CC invited Kelly, Kelvin and the Suria Idol or something for the National Celebration. TAX PAYER'S MONEY!!!!! My mum went to support kelly and my aunt went to see Kelvin. I went to see Kelly too!

We are pretty far away, but there's OHP and 2 screens which shows pretty clear and up close shoots of her. Her singing really POWER! Live somemore. Cool. How I wish she can sing a few more songs. She only sang 2 songs and 1 with Kelvin (which sucks).

As I said, I slept at 5plus in the morning. Was very very blur when I received sms-es in the morning. So sleepy that I felt hammers pounding on my head internally. Horrible feeling. But luckily it went away after 1 hour of lazing in bed. Woke up at 12pm to bathe and prepare to go out. At least I still had around 6hours of sleep. Already a panda. Next time wanna find me, go zoo. I will be there. hehe.

Durian shell..

The concert is a pretty good one. As expected from Mus Art. Wonderful. But maybe I was abit too tired, almost fell asleep in the middle of the performance. =X We sat at the 4th level, which is VERY HIGH UP! The seats are like vertically up, abit scary. First time in the concert hall. Very classy. Enjoyed myself listening to them playing. =)

Yh, me, chicky birdy, an chu birdy, tao tao

Little birdy-s

After the performance tong went off with his friends, then the rest of us went to MS for abit of shopping. Bought presents for both my friends who are turning 19 this month. So happy. Was still pondering about what to buy and cant decide, and one trip out today solve everything!!! I am so li hai. haha.

I will never forgive the persons who made me live through those few months. Never. For nothing, I had to live through those days. No one have the right to decide things for me! Dont assume it is the best for me because you think so. I might not talk about it, but it doesnt mean I forgive. And be sure I will not forget. To hurt me once is ok. To make me hurt for a few months, be happy that I'm still chatting with you.

If the person's heart is not with you, there's no point keeping him/her with you. Pointless.

And and, I got Lime Green the Bear!!!! Wahaha. I'm a happy girl.

Seriously I got to go study now. Having test tomorrow. haha.

bu xiang xiao

Introducing a new 'character', or rather nickname... an chun birdy

All beacuse he has a 'an chun egg' shape head in his primary school days and we found out about it, and so, he is now the an chun birdy!!! Cute right? I think so too.

Friday we had our FSM test. A depressing paper again. Felt like all my energy had been drained away while doing the paper. Didnt felt like smiling nor talk. But happy that it finally ended. I know I can pass, its just a matter of a good pass or a just pass. Hopefully can still manage to get a B. =) *cross fingers*

Came home and 'chiong' my Goong. Funny and sweet Korean Drama introduced by my cousin. Typical storyline. Crown Prince marrying a normal girl because his grandfather made this promise with the normal girl's grandfather. The crown prince like wanna comfort her, but dont know how to. -_-!! Ego. Think the previous Queen is plotting something against them to get back what she lost. Because her husband die and so she and her son was kicked out of the palace and the brother took over. And guess what, I had been to the palace before!!!! Wahahaha.

Chatted with a few friends while writing my ENM notes. Then was also complianting to my mother. =X Sometimes she seems to understand, sometimes she doesnt. Sighz. Then received a very funny email at night, just before I sleep. Even though I read the email before, but still find it very funny. *smile* Thats the only thing that made me smile that night. Thanks to the sender.

Today had another 'blood vomitting' session with my student. Keep asking silly questions which answers are all in the book. Really shouted at him. Never listen to what I'm teaching him, never read the passage properly, never think before asking! Argh.

Monday having ENM test. Hope its not too difficult. If not I can just die there. Then there's FMM on thursday and meeting ham ham after that!!!! So happy.

Going for concert tomorrow again. =)

Thanks to those who try to make me smile when I'm down. To those who accompany me. To those who stand by me. Xie xie ni meng.

Part-time Princess, Full-time Bitch

Belated Birthday Cake for SINGAPORE!!!!

Was walking pass Atrium and notice this big giant cake (filled with air) standing in the middle of the whole space.


Too shy to take a pic with the cake so pull tong with me.. Got too hungry and decided to bite into the giant cake. Doesnt taste good.


Our star of the day: Jasmine Liew. Appear on newspaper k? lolz.

Had FMM presentation today, which I think my group did a good job on. *clap* *clap* Wonderful project done. Hope it can help all of us to pull our grade up.


I LOVE YOU! DEEP DEEP.
No idea who's the author. Never notice it before but was told it had been there for a long time.

After the presentation, all of us was camping at Blk 34 to study for HRF though the rate of the words enterting our brain is very slow. But, we all PASS!!!! So happy. I was the first to finish. Lucky me didnt receive much questions from the topic I have no memory of. Even clap to myself when I saw the results, too happy with myself.

Saw mao mao at the bus stop (coze tong ask us to go westmall with him) and decided to grab him for a photo. Cute rite? He's our mao mao coze he very hairy.


Went down to westmall and walked around for a bit to look for tong's friend's present. Had a bit of backache. No idea why. Period also over le.. Weird. Never eat enough? Bag too heavy? Mood not very good. Dont feel like eating. Dont feel like smiling. Wanna go shopping!!!!! With a capital S.

Having FSM tomorrow. Sianz. Now too high/down to study for that! I wanna play! My friends are all coming back from oversea. =) Teddy coming back this weekend. Ham Ham coming back next week. *happy*

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!!! Let's see, while people are happily celebrating national day, we will have to study HRF and FSM. Sad case.

Yesterday, there's a new addition to my teddy bears collection.

Red the Bear. A very lame name I know. But its really the name of the bear!!! Bought from Mac during 'supper' time. lalalalalala

Early morning went back to school to study abit with tong and cl. As usual, I got bored and took lots of pics. Was very hyper in the morning. Cant bear to look into the mirror. Look so much alike to a panda!!! Argh. Lucky there's make-up to saved the world!!!! my best friend.


Chaos in the library with our notes all over the place. Mostly FSM and abit of ENM notes. With my two teddy bears!!!!!


I swear I didnt wanna take this pic! I'm not that evil. Is tong sadist ask me take de!!!! He was sneezing away when he came. Hope he's ok now. =)

Lets take a look of the pic that we took in mid 2005..

Then..

Now..

I MISS MY HAIR back then.. But not really suited for studying because the hair keep coming down!!! *sad* And I look better without my specs.. Anyone wanna donate to xtina Foundation for her contact lens???

Camera-shy day. So ugly yesterday.

And.. Picture of yesterday.


Maybe I should really cut my hair...

The pic really make me wanna cut my hair shorter. But long hair is easier to look after for me. Hmmm..

Was so tired in the afternoon that I slept 1hour plus before going off to my student house. *yawnz* Am still tired. Just had breakfast. If not coze of the breakfast, dont know what time I will be in bed to.. haha.

People change and grow

Actually didnt wanna blog, but after seeing pics at tong's friendster, feel like we all changed so much in these 2years plus in NP. Physical we changed, our hair style, specs, dressing, gotten fatter etc. I changed ALOT!!!! Hair style changed at least 2 times. From centre parting to side, then from all same length cut till now front short behind long, rebonded, etc etc. Tong even say my eyes became SMALLER! Can you believe it? O my god. I think coze of the eye bag. haha. At least my eyes still look good with eye bag ok. haha. Skin is much better than when I'm in Secondary. Dress more relax now too. Wearing shorts more often. Slippers too.

But then, in these 2years plus, I learnt how to spend more money. Taste in stuffs got more and more expensive. When I told my friend I went to Bega and bought a top, he cant believe I did that. From a girl who wanna save money and only draw $20 from ATM everything, become a girl who keep spending and give up withdrawing money from ATM and just sign card. =X

In some way, I also grew. Look at things more openly, more freedom, about to recover much more faster, and of course, smiling always no matter what.

Everyone changed so much too. Cl's hairstyle especially, vin's tummy, tong's lame-ness, jas's time...

In many ways, all of us grew up. Which is a good thing. Unhappy things make us grow up in a short time. And of course, bond us together. =)

Actually wanna blog with pics today, but somehow its not working. O well. We just have to wait till tomorrow.

There's a new addition to the teddy bear family.

smile

Deed of the day:
Waking up two pigs.


Bega's VIP card finally arrive. Doesnt matter. I wont be the one using it.


see how messy the table is. This is before our SAM paper. Everyone was busy memorizing the theory and heck caring the calculation first.


The guy who study with me..


Little teddy was there too..


As you can see.. Studying theory make me bored like hell and start taking meaningless pics..

SAM paper was alright.. If I didnt get an A, I know where I went wrong. Hopefully will still be able to get an A. =) First to finish k?! Which never happened in a long time. haha.

While tong is still working hard after the SAM paper...

My side of the table is pretty empty..

Then I started taking meaningless pics again.. just because I'm too bored and want to take pics..


Pretty good day today. =)

i must believe in myself

bored.. never felt so bored in a long time.. but then again. managed to do some stuffs. =) li hai ba.

should be guai guai in my bed now and sleeping. but just dont feel like. sorry...

first paper on monday and yet i hvnt prepare for it.. die.. there goes my A..

i still cannot believe i'm going aussie.

its very tempting for me to stay in aussie for a few years..

i miss him.

starting to feel lost again

money money. pls drop from the sky

Some well-liked food in Canteen 3...


Fried Carrot Cake. It used to taste much nicer in my Year 1 days. Now, sometimes it tasted so heavenly, some days, it is just plain tasteless. $2 per plate. Quite reasonable. Not something you get to eat everyday too, because they fry each plate by itself, it is only available when the Q is short. All NP student should try it at least once. Pray that at the time you try, its nice.


Fried Noodles. Taste the best when fried by the uncle. Also $2 per plate. Tendency of it tasting yucky is much less than the carrot cake above.


Honey Sea Coconut. My current favourite now. $1.20 per bowl. I love the sweetness and icy cold feeling. Taste the best on tuesday when I dont feel like eating and when its damn hot. Best.


Snack from Co-Op. Currently having promotion. $1.70 for 2. Bring back childhood memories.. Our school Co-Op loves selling stuffs that we used to see in our childhood days...

Some pics from class.


no comments..


I'm getting better and better of taking pics myself.. haha.

After school went to see project nutz. Dragon boat came in first.. No idea which position BE got. Didnt stay till the end. Abit tired of waiting so went off first.. =X BLSS came in as runner up!!! Congrats.


me and lene.. waiting for the running to start..


lene thinks they are a handsome group of guys.. o well.. they ran damn fast!


can spot BE's lecturer??

Sometimes, I wonder. Did I make the right decision in applying for OIAP? Did some sum just now, and it will be costing at least 4k for the basic needs. Then there's things to buy before I go, and things to buy during the stay there. Can my bank account handle this? I wonder.. 5k sing is only around 4.1k aussie. Sighz.. Should have started saving in year 1.. Guess I will just buy less and look for cheaper alternative..

Must continue to believe. Make it this far.. Cannot turn back now. Can only keep beliving. JIA YOU!!!! Test starting on monday.. Good luck to all FMBs..

Always wanting the best left you with no extra cash. sigh. But money can be earn back right???

Suddenly, my mum say that even if I get the scholarship, she wont let me go. And my heart sink. Should go test water and see aussie is a place for me or not... Let fate do the decision for me..

i'm tired

i just cannot stand it

I just have to write this. I felt so unfair for vincent. There he is only doing what he have to do to make BE Lecturer's Day a successful event because of his post and responsibility, and there comes someone who say he's unhappy with her because of me.

Can you please leave my friends out of it? For your information, vincent doesnt even know who is your bf. And do you think he cares? This is about the Lect's Day. And not personal events.

Work is work. Private stuffs arent suppose to affect work. Basic rule.

And if you do not know the reason why I dislike you, dont assume.

Do not write something in your blog that is not true. Do not write something that will harm people reputation.

Yes, blog is somewhere for you to write your feelings, but please, you have to be responsible for what you write. Be careful when you write of people you dont know. And do not anyhow link. For your linking might be just so wrong.

Let me say this again. I am upset because an innocent party is being drag in. And no, I do not want to blow the matter up. I just cannot stand seeing my friend being wrongly accused.

Are you really happy?

Wasnt in best of mood from yesterday... There's lots of reasons to it, I guess... Whenever someone come and ask whether I'm truly happy or not, I dont know how to answer. Dont even want to think about it. Dont. Dont ask. Just accompany me and keep that question to yourself. Thanks.

A few of the many people I will miss when I go aussie..


cl and tong.. the two people who make my Year 2 live-able


tao tao. the guy who always bully me!!!!! besides tong. most 'fatherly' figure in our group.


yes yes.. i'm the shortest... vin, tong and tao..


dont know what they trying to do.. lolz.. cl and jas


our seats in class. had been using the same classroom for all classes since year2. Fix seating. haha. we argue, we throw temper, we sleep, we snack-ed, we talked, we played.. did all sort of things there...


mr keow. the only lec that taugh us for all 3 years. At least some of us.. I didnt took his elective in Year2. Always lots of stories to tell us...

Suddenly dont keep like leaving NP. Too many things happened since I entered Ngee Ann. Both happy and sad. Grew up there. Spent time there. Know lots of new people there. Even same class with my pri sch friends! Not to forget, there's my secondary school friends too, even though alot more of them are in JJC. And also trip to Laos, which I know lene and jimmy from, then through lene, I know Ju.. Then some people here and there from other courses. Also the lecs, esp those doors that are always open for us to go in for a chat... The food too. Will start taking pics of all the nice food in NP.. Stay tune. =)

A date with Lene

Pon WISP today again.. =X REALLY never plan beforehand!!! I swear.. Who ask that lec before lunch end class so early. It landed 1 whole hour earlier! And I was still at the briefing for OIAP at Blk35. A bit stupid to wait till 1 to go WISP right? So ended up going town for movie.


*Angelic*

By Mr Soo's plan, we should be leaving Singapore on 25Sept and coming back on 18Nov. Which is like after my birthday. So for this year, my first choice present will be cold hard cash. If I'm still in aussie, sure will be spending more coze is my birthday. haha... Lets see how the visa go. Part of me want to spend the day there, part of me wanna spend it back home..

Went to Chicago's Steakhouse at Cathay for a light lunch with lene. The atmosphere there make it looks as if we are dating. And we are the youngest customers there!!!! Cool place, but to have a whole meal with starters, main course etc etc will be quite costly. Sofa was good. Service good too.


Strawberry Soda. Suddenly felt like drinking soda (which is rare of me). $4.90. Lene said taste abit like medinice, for me its still ok. Overall, NP's is better.


Lene's Starter. 6 snails with lots of garlic. My first time trying this, nice, but the garlic taste abit too strong for me.. Lene loves it. haha. $7.90 (if i not wrong)


*Poor poor snails.. you are just too tasty...


Mushroom Chowder in Bread. Cant remember the exact name in the menu. But ya, you get the idea. Soup in a bread bowl. My first too. Had always wonder how people eat it. The chowder itself is wonderful, with bits of some kind of seafood in it. The bread goes well with it. But the share is abit too much. And you kind of get tired of eating it. Cant finish the whole thing myself. In fact, there's left over. $7.90 (if i'm not wrong). Worth trying, but do share it with a friend. If not you can forget about calling any other thing if you are a small eater.

Went to watch 'Helen the Baby Fox'.

Very touching storyline. Cried the whole second half. Tears just keep coming and coming. The fox and the boy is just so CUTE!!!!! The dog (Rossi) too. Some funny parts. Really is those funny till max. Wonder how they got the animals to act that way. Li hai. The whole movie is not about the fox, its also about family ties, and determination. 5 thumbs up. Die die also much watch. But do remember to bring tissue.

There's this uncle who really is pay $7 to go into the cinema to enjoy the comfy seats and air-con and SNORES! Stupid. Always snores at the wrong time. Then give stupid sound effects. Feel so much like throwing pop-corn at him.

After the show we walked down to taka and the lady from BEGA's HQ called. Explaination and explaination, telling me what they will be doing etc etc, saying sorry, totally the opposite from the service I got from JP Branch. Hummpf. They gonna send me their membership card also. Doesnt really matter. I wont be using it. It was ok after that, but I got pretty upset again when I call NUM and learnt that there's really nothing much that can remove the stain.

Felt like crying...

Trying to cheer myself up, I bought this..

$13.90 only... Cheap right? Planning on using it as my make-up pouch..

Then saw this super posh Service Apartments outside Taka/Wisma.



like this part the most.. the weeds.. look so western and classy..so out of singapore *wish i can live there*