Just in case I didn't get to post before 2012 comes knocking on our door.. I'm super determined to post a summary of my 2011.

This year (2011), personally, there wasn't much excitment in my personal life. Work was more 'exciting'. But boyfriend and me did had some new experience with this little small homeland of ours..

Celebrated our 4th year old at MBS. It was both our first time there and we had a fun and expensive time there! But it was pretty enjoyable to be able to enjoy the night lightings of Singapore. I enjoyed it more than expected.

Like last year, the group of us went Malacca. This trip was more relaxed and much more enjoyable.

Boyfriend got his driving license after his birthday this year. And while my brother went oversea for a week, we had a good time with the car. Boyfriend drove me around Singapore, to Singapore Flyer, to B&J, to Farmart and sent me to work!

Lastly, I offically graduated! It was a pretty simple affair, but I finally got to wear the square hat! We (me and the people who supported me) went through a long two years to let me wear this hat! What an experience.

Work-wise, I can no longer take leave as and when I like. It's pretty sad! But I must admit I'm quite a lucky girl to get where I am today in just four years in the company. It will never ever be an easy job. But I'm blessed with good people around me to support and help me.

O ya, how could I have forgotten. Boyfriend and me selected our future love-nest in Seng Kang! It will be ready in 2015. Amazing right? When I look back I really feel extremely lucky to have met him at the right time and be together from then till now and for a long long time in the future. We fought, we argued, but we managed to accept each other's shortcomings and decide we really want to be together. How lucky we are.

Managed to meet up with some friends this year, but not so for some. We all got more busy with age. Work, study, other friends, family. Once awhile I do like to distrub them for updates. But some friends are just so amazing. Having not met for a year, but the closeness never went off.

Health-wise, I'm getting old! Old problems too, the ankle, mirgain, backache, women issue. The usual. Lucky my company have good medical benefits! Lucky me again.

Overall, it was a pretty good year. It's suppose to be a bad year for 'rabbits'. But generally both boyfriend and me had a rather good year. He found a job rather quickly, enrolled in his degree course and got along with his colleagues. For me, promotion, selection of flat, grew up.

Hope 2012 will be even better for boyfriend, me and everyone else!

Sometimes, I wonder..

Double YEAH today!!!

We selected our love nest today. Its at Anchorvale Harvest (Sep 11 BTO). Level 9. Facing playground.

I can already kinda imagine how our love nest will look like...

Minimum decoration in the living room.
When you enter the door, you will be greeted by a half-height fish tank.
A simple dining table.
Timber feature wall behind the flat screen TV facing the sofa which is also our cozy corner.

Bedroom will be painted with a relaxing colour, e.g. lavender
A queen size bed by the window.
A dressing table by the bed.

Kitchen will be the most expensive part of the nest.
A reasonably good oven.
A reasonably good mixer.
A tempered glass table-top stove.
A spacious fridge
A little corner for wine glasses
A big big sink for easy washing
Lots of cooking and baking accessories.


I'm so HAPPY and EXCITED!!

Estimated completion will be Jul 2015.

O YEAH!! I finally officially graduated! Worn the academic dress and the square hat which is iconic to degree holders!

I'm so freaking happy! There were a few moments that I almost tear abit - when the staff help me to put on my academic dress and hat, when the council staff march in, when Singapore national anthem is being played, when I collect the 'certificate', when our lecturers congrats us while marching off. After all the tough tme and money spent, it was only for a few months of glory and a day of wearing that square hat on your head. Serious, I know everyone will look good with that square hat on their head. Even without the academic dress.

It's the square hat that is IMPORTANT! lol.

Finally fulfilled my dream of wearing THAT square hat. Not anyone square hat, but THAT.

We FREAKING did it!!!

Singapore Flyer by Night (i take one ok? nice right? =p)

Its rare for me to blog on a weekday. But here I am because I'm bored.
Boyfriend is having fun time alone playing CS, brother is still oversea.

I didn't waste this week at all! Boyfriend can legally drive now and have a week to 'own' a car, we made full use of it! Boyfriend drove me to work twice, fetched me twice, drove me for dinner everyday and brought me to places that I wanted to but inaccessible without a car.

So sweet right? =D

So guess where is one of the places we went to?

Singapore flyer! On holiday eve as we have a pair of tix that are expiring. Boyfriend got it at $10 per tix via a charity event and he had been planning to bring me there for night view as we did enjoy the night view from MBS.

Pretty love this pic...

And this too... but my eyes look so swollen.. =(

Last but not least, thank you brother for going oversea and thank you boyfriend for driving me around without any compliant. We basically almost went round Singapore. East, West, South. Yet to go North though.

I can't describe the feeling to sit in the passenger seat besides the driver's as a girlfriend. The 'status' is different, so is the feeling. Now I know how good it feels to have a boyfriend drive you around. Its a very good feeling but one I won't wish to get use to. Otherwise, the magic will be lost. I'm truly glad and appreciated his gesture in driving me to places I wanted to go and driving me to work early in the morning (he's not a morning riser). Thank you boyfriend. I didn't take it as granted for you to drive me around. *smiles*

I'm really having a love-hate relationship with the country I'm born in, grew up in and continue to live in.

HDBs are freaking expensive! Its consider affordable but yet, not that affordable! And the balloting. Its crazy. Paying $10 for each ballot. Ok, I'm just upset with the high living standard in Singapore. Its a battle between having a car and having our own house. Of course having our own house wins hands down. But, it will be nice to have a small little comfortable car to have boyfriend fetch me in. Of course not for me to drive!

Anyway, something nice, finally met up with polymates awhile back. It was really nice to see them after a long time. And from where to shop, we are not discussing proposal rings and HDBs. The topics reflected our age and stage of life. Food was ok. Packed the leftover pizza for boyfriend and he likes it too.

One good news, boyfriend had ORD-ed! No longer the girlfriend of a NS-boi.

Wish weekends are longer. If it is, I can bake/ cook and yet have some time alone with boyfriend.

Mr Boyfriend is 24!
Celebrated Mr Boyfriend's 24th last weekend. It was a pretty simple and cozy celebration. He even helped in making his own cake! Yes, I made a cake for him. A tiramisu. It's the first time I 'baked' for his birthday and the first time I cooked a full dinner with him - completed with soup, vege and meat. Not really that heavenly tasting, but still passable and he ate quite alot of the dishes. *touched*

Bought him for massage too! Which was his first full body massage locally. =) Nothing amazing, but something that hopefully he will remembers, given his lousy memory.

Hmm... What else...

Altec aka boyfriend's bao bei came over for a little surprise and cake cutting session. Then we popped over to JP for movie. Johnny English was super FUNNY!!!!

Actual day birthday lunch was at Ma Mansion. A wonderful meal that we both enjoyed. The day ended with prawn fishing with Altec.

Simple right? We did a number of stuffs, but nothing amazing. But hope Mr Boyfriend enjoyed his 24th still. =)

Dar, hope you truly like the small little celebration that I planned for you.

I promised you that I will not spend too much on your birthday and I kept my promise! =) These are the littl stuffs I had always wanted to do for you.

Though the dishes were not that great, they are cooked with love.

Though the cake was not perfect, I was thinking about you while making it.

Though the lunch was not the atas place I initially wanted to bring you to, I know it's still a place that you will enjoy.

It's your special little day.

And I'm glad that you are born.

*loves*

Our family photo rarely appear here. So here we go...

Taken at Tung Lok. Went there twice in a short span of a month! Can you believe it?

First time was for my promotion. Yes, for those that hadn't heard the news, I had recently gotten promoted. It had been a few months actually, but only recently I got settled down and feel comfortable with the new title and job.

Second time was purely to make use of the voucher before it expired!

Both time, we had such a hearty meal! Spending a good 2 hours there and fill our stomach with good quality tasty food.

And of course, here's US. =D


Boyfriend had recently started school and doing his assignment with all his hard. Never know he can be so hardworking! And its only now that I know how bored he is when I was rushing my assignments. Poor boyfriend. Having to put up with me for the past two years. Now its my turn. Gonna find some stuffs to occupy myself with when he's studying.

I'm duper super happy today. Its like a heavy stone had been lifted off my chest.

Seriously.

For the past 4 months, everyone had been working very hard. And the sudden change in job scope and responsibility for me was a tough switch. It was a good chance - like everyone who knew what happened had told me. A good chance for me to advance.

Initially it was really horrible + terrible. I lost 2 to 3kg in a week or so. Not able to stomach any meals. Life-less - work, home, work, home. It was pretty bad.

BUT! Good news! I can bravely say now I SURVIVED! Though not the best. Still lots to learn. But others are accepting this inexperience me. The toughest had past. There's still many catching up to do, many things to learn. But at least for now, this introduction chapter of this new responsibility of mine had come to an end. A brand new chapter is starting.

Many a times, I had wanted to quit the job. A pay cut is fine. Since my increment in pay is not that much either. I'm glad I didn't give up.

My previous GM once told me - he quit one of his job previously as he wanted to run away from a problem he faced, but in his next job, he faced the same issue again. So lesson learnt - don't run away from the problem. Face it. Be brave. Thick skin. Then you will grow stronger. And everything will be OK!

Everyone Jia You together ba!!!!

Thanks for all the help. It won't be possible without the people around me.

thanks boyfriend.

you are the best.

One of my uncle had just passed away. I was wondering to note this down or not. I didnt really have much memory of him and his family. Or rather, he and his family and disappeared too long for me to remember his existence even.

After the phone call that came to deliver the news, I slowly started to recall about this person who share the same bloodline with me. Someone that even boyfriend wasnt even aware of.

I remembered we used to go to his house at Queensway.
The cement raw finishing floor.
The pet cage in the living room on the floor.
Cant remember its hamster or bird though.
The simple layout of the house at ground floor.
The family problem that arises which lead to another broken family in Singapore.
After the sale of the flat, he found another job.
Heard from my mum he even helped us in moving from JE to JW.
Then suddenly, he disappeared.
Not a single word.
I briefly remembered how he looked.
Thin, dark, like my father.
Taller though.

Will this lead to another family argument?

I hate Sundays.
I miss boyfriend.
I wish Mondays never come.

It will be a tough decisions.
Might not be successful also.
But no harm trying.

I was bored during my week-long MC stay at home due to chicken-pox and since boyfriend is around, we decided to do something. At least to get my mind off and feel abit productive from the stay at home.

Baileys Cheesecake (no-bake)

I couldn't recall where I gotten the recipe from so not posting it online. However, if any interested, this is definitely a must-try. Even first timer will be able to do this. Its simply so simple. The only troublesome part as of all no-bake cheesecake is to do the base one day in advance. For future, I would most likely increase the amount of Baileys and use warm water for the gelatin instead of cold water. Its basically a very light and smoothing cheesecake with a hint of Baileys.

Beside this, I had only been rotting away and watching drama online non-stop for the past few days. According to my auntie and boyfriend, my chicken pox is really little and small. Hope its really due to the medicine because I dont want to have a second time chicken pox. The itch is still bearable due to the anti-itch medicine. However, it will be tough adjusting back to work after this long break. Review on Wednesday to see whether I can go back to work. Most of the 'pox' is drying up. And starting to itch and hurt abit more.

Considering to do a chocolate cake or something next since Tuesday is a holiday. =)

The never-going-to-get-chicken-pox me finally had my CHICKEN POX!

Come to think of it. The first pox might just so started over the weekend. First notice the mega mark on my hand on Sunday actually. But never really thought much of it. It was only yesterday night that I wondered why I have 7 similar looking marks all over me. And also a few red dots. And there you go, a trip to the doctor and confirmed it as chicken pox.

Now suddenly, Im having all these 'pop-ing' all over me. Mega emo. Im so worry about the scaring.

One week after our anniversay, we had our second road trip to Malacca with my brother and friends. The trip was WAY better than the last. A memorable trip.

Just the drive over was way better. I didnt have any headache nor feel too digusted by the loads of houseflies. And guess what, I bathed in COLD water throughout the whole trip. Because there's no heater in the house that we stayed in.

Also had a super good shopping trip. The shopping center was having a mega sale, ranging from 10% to 70%!!! My most happy buy is a local designer top that was on 70% sales! Mega happy. Then also a few shirts for meeting.

The trip was also full of heavenly tasty local delights and nonetheless, CHEAP! Its cheap compared to singapore currency. Its only in Malacca that I allow myself to enjoy a pot of flower tea with cakes. Yummy. Just the though of it and I miss the food there.

Cant wait for the next trip. It was a good break from work.

07/07/11 was our 4th year anniversary. Its the longest relationship we both had. And yes, we are still happily together in our own little world and celebrate more 07/07 together.

Looking back, this was not an easy year for us.

We tripped on some stones, pull each other up, clean up the cuts, hold hand and continue to walk together. Not regretting our decisions and backing up each other through the hard time. I guess this is what it meant to be together.

And so, on this every date of 07/07/11, Darren planned on bringing me to MBS and having a nice international buffet at the hotel lobby followed by a walk at the Sky Park. I was a bit surprised by the planning because it was not the normal boyfriend I know of. He's getting better and better at all these.

It was a rather romantic date if you ask me. A good and enjoyable meal at a classy place and a trip up to Level 56 to look at the night view of Singapore. A stay at MBS on the day would make it too prefect. *haha*

I still remember the day he pops the question. Unlike this romantic date, it was in his room, by the window. Though we was more or less together, that question was very important to me. I was officially his girlfriend. And I have a boyfriend to offically call mine.

Someone that I can call anytime I want.
Someone to complaint to.
Someone to cry to.
Someone to share my happiness with.
Someone to unload my sadness.

He shares my tears
My happiness
My tiredness
My frustration

He gave me more than his heart

Thank you Boyfriend.

I might not be a prefect girlfriend.

But I hope in your heart, I am.

A 100/100 girlfriend.

Mr XX commented that I hadnt update my blog for a very long time. And since Im having one free day at home due to stomach flu, decided to update here. Fulfilling his reading pleasure.. =)

Work was usual. Crazy but still, getting abit immune and adapting the 'do-all-i-can' tactic. The to-do list is ever growing, how to meet all the expectations? Can only do what I can within my own means. Im no super woman. I only know the solution when I have met with a similar one in the past. O well.

And you know what, hes making me cry every Sunday. Not the sad heartbroken crying. But the touch-your-heart-deeply cry. Somehow, for the past few Sundays, we had been having these conversations on how we wont leave each others no matter what. Having abit of down-ness due to some stuffs but he assured me time and again he will be there. It was important to me. Though I have everything else, he's support meant more than anything. Only he's able to make me secure in this insecure being of myself. He touched not only my heart, but my life too. That stubborn-bad-temper girl is now less stubborn less bad temper.

Dar, thank you.

You made me complete.

Nothing else will change this.

The past week was bad. Because I have to eat all my dinner x 5days all by myself! Boyfriend was busy with camp due to the new batch of trainees. Felt so lonely. And worst, eating for the sake of eating. Dont enjoy a single bite at all.

Its a first.

I never felt theres a problem with dinner alone, especially since I will just buy home. And having not have dinner on weekdays previously due to school seems pretty normal to not have homecooked food. But this time round was bad. Felt so alone. And life-less. Boyfriend laughed when I told him, because he was my dinner-mate for the past few weeks.

Finally on Friday we had something nice. Refused to OT too!

Went gym on Saturday. Felt better. After sweating and just steaming myself in the steam room. Cooked dinner and pop over to boyfriend's house to rest. The bed is really super comfy! Slept all the way. Phone rang but never got woken up. A rare thing. And slept till 11. Another rare thing.

I drag tomorrow.
There's a 'war' in the afternoon.
Not like each day is not a fight on its on already.
*sigh*

Its the 4th week this week.

Everyday is still as crazy as ever. But luckily with more people coming in, the burden on me is lessen-ing. Time to concentrate on organizing and preparing to settle down on this. Like what my colleague told me, I still have some time to adjust because I still can use the excuse that I'm new. But how long others can be forgiving and overlook this? Not too long. Being young and inexperience doesnt help.

Today I heard this conversation. Someone in another department was trained for two years before this role was given to her. And two years later, shes pretty successful and comfortable with what she is doing. Its a total different case. I cant help but question whether this is the right choice or not. Its a good experience, but am I really up to it?

So far everyone had been encouraging. But how far will this goes? Eventually one by one, they will not be as forgiving.

Boyfriend had been very encouraging. Without him I doubt I can walk this far. Its the thought of knowing he's waiting for me to end work that kept me going for the past three weeks. And with all the late nights, we both felt sick. Recovering now, but still as tired as ever.

Hopefully everything can settle down soon so that I will have more time for other stuffs. I miss going to gym.

Dar, thank you for being there for me and pull me through this period. I really appreciate and thankful you were there to cheer me up. To listen to my compliants everyday. To tell me to jia you. It was really sweet of you. You didnt have to come down all the way, but you did. Sorry for making you worry. I promise I will take care of myself when you arent around.

Im filled with tonnes and tonnes of happiness this week.

Since Monday, boyfriend had been accompanying me for dinner every single day. At first I thought its purely because he's free in camp. It was only these two days then I realize its because he wants to make sure I have my dinner as I hadnt been having proper meals for quite awhile and its doing no good to my gastric and weight.

I love the feeling.

At work I would need to handle quite abit of stuffs. But once I stepped out of the office, I'm his. Just his silly girlfriend still. Nothing of that changes. This is what they call 'xiao nu ren' I guess. =)

Happiness is really just so simple.
Little gesture to show you care.

Someone told us he's envious of our relationship.
Our reply to him is this:
'This is what you see on the surface, but underneath it are disagreements and struggles that no one really sess or understand. But we do love each other. And as a respect for each others, we do not throw temper at each other in the public.'

We are really two very lucky individuals.

My life had been pretty exciting recently.

It was so exciting that Im getting nightmares again.

Work had been crazy since last week. New role, new duty. I cant say I can do a very good job in this, but I will definitely try my best. Thats the very least I can do. Theres many people who are very supportive and encourage me to take this up. I worry about the sudden increase in responsibilities and the well-being of others. I worry whether am I good enough to fulfill the gap. Its an overnight thing which theres no time for response, to rearrange. All theres left is surviving on a day-to-day basis and try to do as much as possible, till I manage to handle things on my own. Hopefully everything can settle down in 3 months. Theres normally how much one will take to adjust to a new environment. Wish me luck! =)

Had a short cooling off period with boyfriend. Dont ask me why, dont ask me what happen. Its over and the why is not important anyway. Whats important is that we are still good and together. It was a painful period for me, but I managed through with the constant sms and dinner dates with friends. Thank you!! Someone just cant be replace easily. I wont say I cant live without him because eventually we all move on, but I will be in pain without him. I guess to him its the same, thats why we are still together. This is what we want. Hopefully we can get what we want too. *cross fingers and toes*

Mr Gastric had been back to bug me, as such, boyfriend had been nagging again. Since Im back from the trip, I'm pretty sick of butter/jam bread, hence, no breakfast. Lunch is a must as I didnt had breakfast. But half the time, I cant stomach enough to last through the day. Dinner was super late recently due to OTs. Hence, Mr Gastric came back. Its not comfortable. Weird eating hours make me gain weight too! I hate it.

Been spending quite abit recently too. Bought some stuffs from Bobbi Brown that already cost me nearly $200, new dresses from Moonriver (1 for dinner later this month and 1 for work and whats-not), new sunglass from Dior which is already $350, 3 months worth of contact lens. All in one week. Shopping make me feels happier. Retail therapy I guess. Thats the only way to tell myself that working is worth it. Sad right?

So ya, basically, my life had been a super happening rollercoaster. Interesting huh? But I doubt anyone will want this. Hopefully 3 months later I can say Im a brave girl because I survived the toughest part already. =)