Aching all over...

First of all, my muscules on my right side is all painful. Yesterday palyed badminton in school with tong they all, so I guess coze I very long never exercise so have cramps in the morning. Went to pool this afternoon for like 4 hours which cause my right hand to hurt more and there's a small red patch on my left thumb due to friction from the cue and also because my skin hasnt grow back completely when I burnt it last year...

Ya, so now am aching all over. But the feeling is good. At least it means I'm not 'dead'.

Yesterday those from my class should know what had happened and it's really unpleasant. Really cannot tahan. Esp that 1 guy. I mean, please loh, I already say ok then today still keep talking about it. Wanna aruge again issnt? Come on loh, be a man can? Aruge with a female. Still piss off with it but then not worth. =P

Today suddenly I realise I had became quite a bitch in my attitude towards people and stuffs. Like abit of stuff can piss me off alot and I will show my attitude and it's alot worst than last time. I really have no idea why I became like that. Maybe I do.. But the reason sucks..

Next week not going for pool. Need time to rest at home since I hadnt been home in the afternoon since school starts. Plus had to let my thumb heal first. Improve abit... hehe...

Ya.. so.. am sorry if I had been bitchy with u all lately. Sorry...

Feeling like wearing that black top tomorrow.. hehe...

iP2000

I hate this feeling. Feeling of insecure sucks like hell..

Anyway, Vin gave me a shocking news on friday night. Wanna know? Ask me. =X

Yesterday just rotted at home. Reading and stuffs. Actually wanted to clean up my room but then just not in the mood to. Maybe later after my dad mop my room. Later in the afternoon, doing cooking!!!! Ya, ages since I last cooked. And not to forget my grandma made my favourite Sweet Corn Soup for me!!! =)

Went to the library just now and also to buy a new printer. But then, my bro not happy with it coze not the printer he wants. It's cannon, he wanted a HP but I insisted on cannon! =X And I won because it's my mum whose paying and actually she quite unhappy with my bro over some matters. Anyway it's us who will end up paying for the printer and the ink so which get what I want coze I will be paying for the INK!!!! Ok, I'm spoilt. But hey, com on lah, I pay you use you talk so much for? No logic right? *me is bitch, bitch is me* Anyway it's mostly for my school usage so I have a bigger say here. *lalala* Sue me.

The printer damn heavy, 4.4kg, and I had to carry it home from JP. Worth it.

Playing badminton tomorrow in school.

Am hungry.... I think I really going on a diet. Anyway my teddy bear not around to tell me not to. So sad... Miss my teddy....

Just crapping...

KBox

I can't sleep yesterday night again and that feeling is so scary. The same feelings which I felt 2 years ago are back. It's just so damn scary. Even I got scare of myself. But finally I did manage to fall asleep which is a good thing if not I have no idea how to survive last night.

School was boring today, boring spelled as B-O-R-I-N-G. It's just such a bad thing to go to class without notes. There's nothing to keep you awake.

After that two hours tutorial we went to lunch at canteen three. Miss the canteen alot.

At first wanna play pool but when we reached KPool, the rate is damn ex so we decided to sing KBox instead. Which means I shall wait till Tuesday for my 'lao shi' to teach me. I shall guai guai wait for tuesday then. =)

Came back to JP and went to the library and met my dad after that to buy dinner home.

Decided to work back my part-time job as data entry if there's any projects for the company. Don't ask me why. I also have no idea.

Nothing much. This week flew by very fast. Maybe should take a look at my tutorials tomorrow so that I can be free on Sunday to slack. Next week is back to 'listening in class' mode. Cant fool around anymore. This sem's modules sucks like hell...

Bored to death...

Second day of school...

Ok, this sucks more than the first day in some ways, I guess. First, when I woke up its RAINING! What the...

Second, all the lectures (beside FEN) are so bored. Even the lecturers are boring. And it's like we are always in the same classroom and so get sick of it.

During break time in PJM took pictures. Photo taking session anyone?

Then during our 3-hr break, we went to KAP for lunch and to rot around. It's like we broke up into groups to go different places first and then meet again. Then its like they kind of slow. Don't wanna wait so I went with cl to meet ying tao at the bus stop. Went we jay-walk over, I almost got knock down. :X

Abit tired today. Slept on the bus home. Just wanna be alone for awhile?

Actually didnt wanna tell them what happened, but then as friends, I guess I should tell them. What friends are for right? =P

Will be fine... eventually. cum First day of school.

My life can never ever be unscrew...

Almost cried today but then lucky I didn't. It wont be worth it. But somehow or other, I will survive. I must. It's so damn not worth it.

Had my first IS, Business Equitette & Image, today. Not bad but abit tiring since I only have a few hours of sleep. Having headache and not feeling very well mentally and physically.

Mentally because of that thing and also because I hadn't have a good sleep since firday no matter how tired I was.

Physically I think also due partly do lack of sleep and waking up so early then still watch a horror moive plus went to pool after that.

'House of Wax' is really a super duper horror and sick show. Waste money. But scaring yourself once in awhile is actually okay I guess. After which had my first game of pool in Singapore. The first time was in Laos. Just learnt it, only get a few balls in myself without asking Jimmy. Quite pathetic I guess but then will be improving? I hope. lolz.

I don't know how am I going to survive in school now. But somehow I will. I survived so many unpleasant events. This should be nothing to me already. Yet this is worst then any. The feeling is still tangling in me. But somehow the sight of him made me felt much better. Its like going from hell to heaven? Maybe not heaven, but then back to earth. Plus my friends are there.

i WILL be fine.. eventually.

cant sleep...

cant sleep, again. since friday had been like this. no matter how tired i am, there's no way i can fall asleep. even yesterday night whereby i went to bed again at 2plus but then i still can't fall asleep.

having lessons tomorrow at 8am which means i have to wake up at 6am and now is already 11:35pm. will be like a zombie tomorrow. how on earth am i going to survive tomorrow.

yes, i'm tired. but my mind just wont shift to sleeping mode. i didnt even take a afternoon nap today, so damn tired yet i cant seems to fall asleep.

this sucks big time.

i wanna sleep.... hhhaaaiiiizzzzzz

Cheesy Cheese

Finally got to sit down (but then on the floor). Woke up at 10 for my breakfast which somehow doesnt taste as nice. After which went to bake the bread-like thingy? Don't know what its call. Altered the recipe abit by adding much more cheese to it and the feelings is totally different. Not so dry, sofer yet still have the feeling of bread. The ratio of the cheese to the flour is almost 1:1 which my brother claim will make me fatter. *bleah* Ya, so gonna change the whole recipe next time I bake this again. I like the cheesy feeling. *cheese mad*

My dad PMS again. "Chases" my brother out of the house and then looking for every single chance to scold me. Dont wanna spoil my mood...

Wondering what to have for dinner and also what to wear tomorrow. Sian 1/2, it's only the first day of school and yet I have to wake up at 6am! Having IS lesson tomorrow which starts at 8am and then moive later and maybe pool?

And the iDimSum also havent call regarding the Evian Limited Edition bottle that I ordered from it. Shall call them later or tomorrow.

Middle of the night.

This is like my third blog? Ok, lets hope I can keep this alive like my OD. Anyway it's like 1:37am but then I can't sleep and suddenly thought of all these nice blog skin that my friends had been using and then I went to search and found this really cool yet female blog skin so decided to start a NEW blog.

I'm bored. So, ya, bored and trying to entertain myself.

Guess what I'm going to do this sem? Learn to play Pool and Baking. Obvious I wont be going for 'classes' for the pool but I hope jimmy will be free to teach me. As for baking, will be following my mum to Jurong East to learn once every week.

Currently I'm life is really upside down. Ya. Hope it will be fine after awhile? Hmm...