Enjoying my 2 weeks break away from school right now.

Though suppose to enjoy, work was horrible. Had been going on site due to some issue, hence no time in the office for paper work which I'm suppose to clear. In addition to that, no time and energy to organize the stuffs to teach and handover to the new girl. Felt kind of guilty. But luckily my colleague offered to take over the role. If not because of the dinner dates that I had been having / going to have, I would had most likely ended up going home quite late these few days, or rather 2 weeks. Promised myself that I will not skip any classes the next school term.

And I had came a long way for my degree. I had survived 1 year 4 months of schooling as a undergrad and at the same time work full time with a job scope of project coodinator and handles a few sites, and on top of these, obtain my driving license in March 2010 (after 7 months and $2,200). If anyone is to ask, I personally thing I had achieved quite a bit over this one year that I had transferred over to PCG. Though mutli-tasking so many stuffs at the same time had kind of compromise the quality, but I tried. Rather pleased with it.

25 March 2010, I finally obtained my driving license!!! Yes. I'm able to drive now. And had been driving for a few weekends. I'm so proud of myself. Boyfriend is too! *happy*

Tomorrow I will be visiting the specialist for my ankle. Kind of worry actually. I really have no idea what the specialist will propose and recommend for treatment. Boyfriend is worry too, worry that its actually something quite serious. The swollening started again when I got back to work. Hope everything will be ok in the end.

Its going to May 10 in a few days. And 2months plus later, boyfriend and me would had been together for 3 years! Can anyone believe it? 3 years and we are still so nicely made for each other. =D Planning a trip in July, and hopefully it wont get delay due to my ankle.

And I must really get a bath tub for my house next time!! Loving shower gels..

I should be studying. But still...

1) I'm still considering to change job or not. Ignoring the situation that two colleagues had resigned, I'm abit lost now. What do I want to achieve in my career once I finish with my degree? Go into safety industry? Or others? B had actually been very kind to me. And I'm really gladful and thankful to him. Knowing my condition, B planned a more desk-bounded job for me. But there is still an amount of walking about, something bf is not really supportive of. I'm still kiv-ing one other job, an option, but nothing is concrete. Its that and an incident that actually started the 'whether-to-change-job' discussion with bf. He agreed too that I can decide later this month again. No rush. Pay was also acceptable now since its sufficient to finance my insurances and left me with some shopping money. Self-sufficient. But there's so many factors to take into consideration too. Can I really adapt to a desk-bounded job? Of course I miss the manicures, heels, pretty clothes and no after-office-hour calls. But a possible pay-cut.. (yet to check)

2) Sick of studying sometimes. There's so many other things I wanna do and learn. Like, I had always enjoyed taking photos of food and write about them. But now, I didnt even have the time nor energy to post them in FB, much less write about them. I wanted to create a blog just for it, memories between bf and me, but still, time and energy. Might sound like excuses to some, but if you are in my shoes, you would have the same experience.

3) I hadnt bake/cook in ages. More than a year to be exact. Yes, that long. And to think I used to bake every weekend. More than one recipes at one go sometimes. Instead of the creator, I'm now the eater. I hate this.

4) Im no longer happy with my life now. Period.