Long weekend is coming to an end soon. =(

I'm really enjoying myself. Though there's no party to attend, no friends to laugh with, no crazy stunts, but still, I'm contended with simple meals, watching movie quietly with boyfriend by my side, going out knowing he will be home waiting for me, playing Wii with 2 friends pop-ing by, chocolate fondue prepared by boyfriend.

No fuss over christmas.

No mess to clear up.

Been awhile since I felt so at ease with myself.

And boy, do I appreciate boyfriend from being around.

Driving soon!!! =D

I'm really happy today. It had been nearly 6months since we last catch a movie together. And I had been nagging at him for ages to bring me to the movies. And today we went!!! Avatar. A great movie.

Movies and k-box are two time-consuming activities that we enjoyed doing together but rarely able to fulfill our craving. =D So I'm a really happy girl today.

And I had straightened my hair!!!! And boyfriend really like it.

Never felt so happy in a long time.

Its something that money cannot buy.

Not even when I bought Wii..

Had been having headaches for the past 1 week. With me pop-ing panadol everyday. Not a good sign.

Nonetheless I survived! And its Saturday tomorrow. Driving, studying and meeting up with boyfriend.

I seriously dislike when there's no reply. Not interested? Just say. Given sufficient notice. My weekend is precious if you hadn't notice yet. I dislike wasting my weekends away!

Took MC today as I was having bad cramps. A good sign means I'm having my period. But it affected my mood!!!! Made me so emotional. I almost cried yesterday coze boyfriend just booked in and I felt so alone.

Nonetheless, took care of myself while he's doing his part in tekong.

Now waiting for him to call.

And we are taking another step to building our future together. =) Jia you.

Boyfriend and I really treasure this long weekend as it means we will get to spend a total of 3days together. And its a rare treat since he's serving NS now.

On Thursday after finishing my BCSS course at Hillview, suddenly got the urge to shop for couple-related stuffs and so I dropped by Jurong Point. There's two shops there that carries stainless steel and sliver stuffs. And this is what I got for us... Simple but meaningful to us.

A pair of similar keychain that we can call ours. With our name engraved on it and a half-a-heart on each, it reads 'Darren *heart* Christina' and vice versa. Like stainless steel, our feeling for each other will not rust nor get weaken. With love, they are given from her to him.

And today, he surprised me with this...

Though not drew by boyfriend, its the thought that counts. He got a bunkmate that is good at drawing, and thus, this *point above*. He must had kept this for a week already as he had been looking for photo frame since last week. And he had refused to tell me why he looking for photo frame as he's not one to love taking photo and developing them. Now I know why...

Then on Friday afternoon, we went Ambush @ Jurong Point again. This time with my brother too. We had a really had a very good time enjoying the food and each other company. All the three items we had are from their value meal, average of $20 per pax.

Beef steak (180g). Abit on the high side, but its really good! Very good in fact. Though its between well done and medium, with very little blood, its very tender and soft. Easy to chew and able to taste the sweetness. Unlike those black pepper sauce or mushroom sauce outside, the mustard grain sauce used here does not overpower the original taste of the beef. Instead, it brings out the sweetness. For the fries, its very well done too. Crispy and moist inside. And I love their vege.

Mixed platter with pork knucker. Another amazing dish. Second time we are having this, and the taste still amazes us nonetheless. Thus, its really worth having. Though the serving does not looks alot, its really filling. Mash potato wise, its one of the best I had taste. Note that I dont take potato, but, this is really tasty enough for me to want to finish it. A must have.

Lamb shank. Boyfriend had it and he INSISTED I must have a taste when he knows I doesnt take lamb. What a bully. But I never regret having a bite. It does have the lamb taste, but not too overpowering and the texture is like having very tender and soft duck meat. And by boyfriend standard, its really good, so it must be really good. If you are a lamb lover, can try this.

Though Ambush service is not really that wonderful, but the food is enough to make me overlook that. I even wrote a compliment email over to them for having a consistent standard on their food. There's some food places we went to that had very good food one the first visit, but not so good on the next. So its really a happy thing for me to have a eating place that has consistency.

Then on Friday night, we didnt had anything planned, so shopped at 24-hour NTUC and bought Chocolate Fondue back... =D

Saturday was a studying day at home then I camped over at boyfriend's for a night. Woke up today and had my period. PAINFUL! But boyfriend made it better.

Was a very well spent weekend as we managed to do quite a number of stuffs. *happy* Boyfriend happy too.

Sometimes it really pisses me off.

But now its not a good time to do so.

I'm piss.

I'm suppose to be writing my notes for exam. But still, a quick one.

1) I forgot to mention that boyfriend and I had a hear-to-heart talk while counting down to my 22nd Birthday. Was a rare one as he's never the kind of guy that tells me what's on his mind openly. But I appreciate him opening up his heart and answering all my question marks over the years. It was really heart warming but yet touching. Made me cried for like 3 times. Once, when he mentioned how he felt about the saga between Zhan Ke and me, second time when he mentioned the initial part of the relationship was a tough one for him due to the sudden change in his life and third when he sang me my first birthday song on the actual day of my birthday. It made me ache for his warmth for a good one week. But now, there's no longer nothing I not know and nothing he not know. I'm actully happy that the talk happened. Now I know why he quited his dance, why he disppeared for one whole week, and I know why he held my hand for the first time (though for the wrong reason, but it ended up with a happy ending), and 070707 being our anniversay was not by coincidence! I actually thought it was by chance. Actually he had it planned. So silly of me.

2) I'm having my exam in 2 weeks.

3) I really have much less time with boyfriend now he got enlisted. So please be understanding when I put him first on weekends.

4) I just attended and completed my BCSS course. A pretty interesting and enriching course I had. Breeze through the paper. Should be able to ace it.

5) Getting a new maid soon. On 13th Dec actually. Finally. Cant wait to change.

6) I must really really study for my exam.

7) Boyfriend got marksman.

8) Boyfriend gotten us two free meals at Billy Bomber.

9) I gotten something special for the two of us.

10) I can't wait for boyfriend to come back to mainland Singapore.

Thats something I wanna talk to boyfriend about. But the earliest possible day is tomorrow.

Sighz.

Happy birthday to my dearest brother.

Its the weekend of the year again! Its yours truly birthday! Same date last year I had 30 close friends and colleagues at my house celebrating my 21st. And the actual day, boyfriend treated me to a heavenly traditional korean dinner off West Coast Road.

This year, the celebration was kicked-off by my new team of colleagues at PCG. My first birthday cake of the year! Was a surprise given by boss. Happy. Its the first time my colleagues celebrated for me. Means I'm pretty good to them ya? haha. It was a planned steamboat dinner at Candy's house.

On Saturday, 14th Nov, I had driving in the morning, then a trip to Chapter 2 for hair cut. And very expensive shopping trip to Watson and The Face Shop! Just in 3 hours, I spent like $450. Gosh. But boyfriend didnt scold me.. hehe

Dinner was with polymates at The Central. Japanese food.

And I received a very special present from Ah Tong. =D Need I say more?

And boyfriend bought me a new pair of earphone that I had always longed for..

Boyfriend insisted on going home on a cab yesterday night. -_- All because its my birthday celebration, he insisted. Then boyfriend's friend called while we are in the cab asking us to go Farmart. And within 1hour, we ended up at Farmart prawn-ing. And I caught prawns myself!!! Aren't I a clever girl?

Manual for Princess Christina style of prawn-ing?

- No bait? Don't worry. Just lift the rod in front of boyfriend and let him do the job.

- Caught a prawn? Congrats! Lift the rob up, and boyfriend will do the rest.

- With a new bait, just continue to look for prawns.

- If in doubt, just call out 'Dar Dar'. And help will be there immediately.

The celebration will continue tomorrow. Which is my actual day. Planned a spa in the morning and lunch in the afternoon. =D

*happy birthday to myself

First Book Out

Boyfriend finally booked out from Tekong on Friday! But I was having school and very tired from not sleeping the night before, so I only meet him on Saturday. And stayed over for the night. Had a relaxing and fun weekend with boyfriend!

We went Ion and Orchard Central on Saturday! Finally. After having opened for months, we finally went to these two new shopping malls. Had a fun time at the Basement of Ion looking for food..

Our favourites from Ion..

and..

Spent like 30bucks on the finger food at Ion. Bought some home for boyfriend parents too. Then had a horrible time walking around the mall. Abit messy for the floor plan. Or maybe we just not used to it. And I finally visited their toilet. Really very interesting. =D

Then we went to Paragon and found this tiny little place that looks like wine warehouse. Price wise was pretty ok, so we bought 3 bottles of wine from them before heading for dinner and back home. Decided to keep dinner an economic one as we will be feasting next weekend for my birthday. *hehe* Yes. Its the time of the year again!

Headed back to boyfriend's not too late to slack. Pretty tiring. Had a good time chatting with his parents while watching SCV. Then boyfriend's friend came over for a drink while I continue enjoying the SCV.. It was already 1 2am when we finally decide to sleep.

Then we spent the whole Sunday afternoon shopping for stuffs that boyfriend need to bring back to Tekong. I bought ear plug from E-mart too! Met a rather friendly regular there. Maybe we look very lost. Thats why he decided to help out.

Soon its time for us to part...

Actually he looked pretty smart in his No. 4.

5more days till I next see boyfriend..

Day 10

Heart had been accompanying me through the late night on Saturday for assignment. And also the off and on youtube-ing of a new Taiwan drama. Cant wait for bf to book out on Friday. He will only reach mainland at 8plus at night, hence, I will only be able to see him on Saturday morning after my driving.. So excited!

Been having this terrible headache since yesterday night. Didnt even manage to talk to bf yesterday night coze of the effect from panadol. Hate it. Super moody today coze of the headache.

Bought fish slice noodle back from Harbour Front for dinner. Thats the only thing that I feel like stomaching. So ya... At least I ate something.

Day 8

Dar, something for you:

勇气

终于作了这个决定
别人说我怎么不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

Rather meaningful at this point of time. =)

Was chatting with bf about HDB just now. Flats are getting so expensive now! Gosh. Then the BTO flats at jurong west ave 2 is in the middle of two MRTs, which is something I dont want. I want to be able to get to one MRT without the need of a bus or walking distance without any shelter. Sighz. I want my own house.

Driving tomorrow. Parking.

More than halfway done with my lead assignment. How wonderful!

Cant wait till you book out...

Day 7

Exactly a week since bf went Tekong. Seriously, I miss him alot today. I dont know why. Just a hug from him to chase all my worries and stress-ness away. But all I have in accompany with me is Heart the Care Bear which is suppose to represent bf while he serves his duty to our dear country, Singapore.

Trying to do my assignment over this weekend so I have more time with bf next weekend.

Dar, i really miss you tonight. I thought it would be easy, but no, its not. Nothing is the same without you around physically. Even my house feel slightly empty without your presence and laughter. 7 more days, or rather 8 more days till we meet. Our tortoises are getting bigger and bigger.

Day 6

Bf calls me at least once a day. That what he promised and he did it. =D

Work not really smooth for the pass two days. I wish bf will be here. But like what he told me, its a learning process and at the end, I will be able to learn something. Most importantly, WO KE YI DE! Bf believe in me, so I must also believe in myself. Though bf inside Tekong and cant be around physically, mental support is better than nothing! =)

Thanks dar, for your encouragement.

Taken quite abit of photos, but no time upload. hehe.

Day 2

Bf called 3 times today and he's coughing. Tekong flu, thats what they call it.

Went Bugis Junction and Iluma to celebrate Tong's birthday. Had a good time with them. And I finished the whole plate of beef fried rice. Not alot in the first place. Bf would have said that, coze the portion would not be sufficient for him. The beef was good, worth the price. Sashimi was heavenly. Closed to what I had in Japan. Hamachi is currently my favourite.

Next up will be my birthday..

But before that, there's two assignments to complete.

Jia you!

Dar, I miss you.

Day 1 & 2

First morning I woke up with bf in Tekong. He called 3 times last night. Which was a sweet thing. Every chance he caught, Im sure to get a call from him. =) His bunkmate must be wondering why this gf so demanding. lolz.

Sent him off to Jetty only as I need to go to work at Tekong with the next boat over. Was a bit sad to send him off this way. Its the first time we will be separated for such a long time. Felt kind of empty not knowing when the next call will be and not able to contact him when I feel down.

But fear not. I woke up at 7am today and change B-zai and Win-zai tank! It had always been bf job to do so. But today, I took over the role. Otherwise the water might just 'spoil' and our two precious will not like it. Now they are happy with their fresh tank of water.

2 weeks will pass very fast.

And. I still have no idea where to put my 21 Care Bears!

This blog issn't fill with happiness anymore.

I no longer wrote about our happiness here. But, its starting to fill with all the sadness and heartbroken memories. Today is yet another such day.

I cried on the bus on my way home.

I shopped with no smile on my face.

I ate dinner without speaking.

None of which I normally do.

Why. Why is things becoming this way.

Will another chance solve everything? Or maybe I should just walk another direction?

Its so painful.

Tonnes had happened during this period that I hadnt been blogging. No longer has the patient to do such a thing anymore. Especially with everyone having Facebook to update each other of our individual life.

Trying very hard at work to handle my guys. And myself.

Very tiring to handle work, school and my own life. Trying to find a balance between of these things that is going on in my life right now. But apparently its hard.

Had a meet-up session with alot of my friends over the past 2 weeks.

With both of us working now, work that tired us alot, I cant help but feel the distance. It kinds of hurt. I teared once not long ago. Over what I cant remember. But it was one of the night that I felt so unwanted. Had we been together for too long to remember that sweetness require to maintain a relationship? Had we been so used to each other that we forgotten the closeness we used to share? Had we been so sure that we will get marry that we keep postponing our rare dates? Had we been so busy that we have no time and patient for each other?

Why I decided to finally 'pen' down all these because I felt like I lost myself in the midst of all these things that are now happening in my life. I had been so busy and tired that I feel kind of breathless now. Maybe he had longed forgotten how much I longed to have a warm homecook meal with him.

I hate it when he make fun of me at times. Especially when its something I put my heart in to do. I tried. I really did.

At the end of a long working day, a night of restless schooling, all I need is a few words of comfort. Or simply, a 'good night'.

Maintaining a relationship is not easy. Not when you are tired.

Been awhile since I last posted.

Done with my exams and went straight to HK a day after my exam for a 5D4N trip with mum and bf. Was a HUGE damage on my bank account!

Started my driving lessons. Almost every weekend I will be having lessons. It feels good to drive actually. Kind of enjoys the lessons. And so far my instructors are pretty good.

=)

Blogger FINALLY accept photos again! Goodness.. Anyway, Im having a break away from my notes this afternoon because I dont wanna ended up napping.

the study table of one of the nites. Removed my lappy to reduce distraction. BUT, Jetty is able to go Wi-fi. So it kinda defeat the purpose too! argh

both bf and friend doesnt like this giddles burger from Mc. But I kinda of love it. =X Breakfast for one of the study session with Sarah.

my current fv way of having my corns. Steamed. Sweet!

Lastly, as I was home today instead of out studying, I fried noodles for everyone! Cant really see the noodles from the pic. I swear by dried mushroom and carrot. =D Even grandma like it.

Hong Kong trip is confirmed. Now only waiting for the confirmation of the hotel we are staying at. *loves* Have yet plan all the places to go. Need to spend time on studying the map. SHOPPING! They are having their summer sales right now.

tata~

Something is not right with blogger hence, no picture for now. And I'm also lazy to upload any photos. Not that life had been interesting so far. Some updates:

a) Follow-up check up at SGH. Got some not very good news basing on the doc's explaination. Not something I would want to write here. Wanna know can ask me. But ya, I hadn't cry over it yet. But I guess I will in the future. =) Be strong ya?

b) 'Offically' off work till end of Aug as I will be having my exams, study break, and follows by a 5D4N free-and-easy tour to Hong Kong. Been there when I was in Sec 1. Memory fading. So going back to make new memories with bf and mum. Yes, my mum is coming along. Not a bad thing though. =)

c) Work was ok. But getting abit stress out.

d) Doc confirm my 'headaches' had upgraded to mirgrains. Which issnt a good thing at all. *sighz*

e) I miss shopping and sleeping. Been ages since I rested. Had been rushing my school stuffs for the past 1 month or so..

f) I really have a very very good boss.

g) I wont be free for meet-ups. Only available on 20th (thursday) for dinner and after I come back from Hong Kong.

I'm going HK from 21 Aug to 25 Aug with bf and mum. =)

Why do you not believe what I said.

Why do you have to counter everything I said?

You mean there is a difference between my doctor and the doctors over at your side?

Dont they all learn the same thing in medical school?

I had still not yet decide how to react to the news.

And you aren't helping one bit.

I was touched when you said its ok just now. But now? 180degree change.

Can't you understand the importance of this to me?

Why instead of comfort, I got attack.

Is this how its going to be for the rest of our life?

Some pictures taken during the concert:

Didnt expect that private cameras are allow so I didnt brought my digital camera along. But still, memories will always be there. *smiles*

Yet another week! Its 0222h now. Just revised some topics that I missed during this week as I woke up super early at 5:30am for two days this week due to work. So ended up I missed quite a bit of school stuffs. Plus I had been sleeping in class again!

Had a mini test today. Hopefully I score.

Exam in less than a month time. Time for notes writng...

And I got my phone back. Love it!

Bf mum cooked chicken rice today. Yum yum.

I miss home-cooked food!

So random. Coze my brain is half asleep...

Attended Sun Yan Zi's concert yesterday night.

Left the house slightly late, miscalculated the travel time. But all in all, we reached there at 8:30pm but the concert hadn't start so its good for us!

It was a very touching concert. Because you can actually feel that she's at home, at ease. Performing in your homeland does really make a difference. There's 2 or 3 times that I wanted to tear. Touching!

Encored 2 times. Both times she just wore a T-shirt, jeans and boots out.

All in all, the $150 was well spent. Watching a local singer does make a difference as compared to a oversea talet. I wasn't even so touched with Jacky Zhang concert.

*high*

Before the concert, I went Chapter 2 at JP to had a change of hairstyle! Because they are having a 30% off all hair services due to GSS. Good for me ya? I ended up re-curling my hair and highlighting it. The end result is really good. But its not really so kind on my bank account. BUT, at least it pleases both boyfriend and me. PLUS, if theres no 30%, I would never ever highlight my hair!

Boyfriend is now at IMM getting my new phone! Samsung Jet. Woohoo~ New toy on the way!!!

I'm a happy ger.
Who say money cannot buy happiness.
When you have no boyfriend, no friends, money is the only thing that make you feel better. Otherwise why you think I shopped so much back then? *wink*

I love money. But I love boyfriend more.

因为你，我不再是一个人。谢谢。=）

2nd Year Anniversary
070709

3 days ago it marked the day boyfriend and me had been walking hand in hand for two whole years. The road wasn't a smooth sailing one, especially the first few months. Even now, I felt guilty of treating boyfriend that few months. But I'm glad we are past that stage.

Sad to say, we never really have a honeymoon period because I was already busy with my studies at that point of time.

We did fight. We compromise, but we do know each other temper and when to take a step back to prevent anything worst from happening. And most of the time I'm the one who make things worst because I have a even terrible temper and impatient nature.

Once when we 'fought' at St James, boyfriend cousin 'shaked' me and reminded me how far we came and how much boyfriend really treasure the relationship.

Both of us had been real busy. But thankfully, we always made a point to meet whenever possible. Tired we are with our own stuffs, working, schooling, family, yet we never forget each other.

It became second nature of family and friends to call us to find either one.

Yesterday we went Billy Bomber at Jurong Point for dinner. A rare treat because we hadn't had such an expensive meal in awhile. And the manager there knows boyfriend as he used to work there and he is also friend of boyfriend's brother. Though not close, he was one of the few people who saw us 'grew' up because we will once in awhile dropped by for a chat with him.

Its all this small stuffs that made 'us' us.

Though there wasn't any celebration. It doesn't really matters. Because so long we are happy together, nothingelse matters.

Dar,
Thank you. I promise I will make up to you once I graduate. We will have a better life 2years down the road.

With Love,
Your Girlfriend

soon-to-be 2 years

Yes! I can finally upload photos. Finally wrapped up my 2 assignments. 95% there I think. Gonna hand them in later this week. Thereafter, I would need to prepare for exam! Gosh.





Went Bugis with bf today as I wanted to go National Library to do my assignment. No distraction and quiet. A pretty good environment to do assignment and study. Planning to go there next week. But before we went over, had lunch at Bugis Junction B1. Japanese ramen. MOF's ramen is better. So dont bother trying this store.






I ordered their mini-set-meal which consist of a mini portion ramen and rice bowl. But the portion is not mini at all! So pretty much worth the price, no service charge too!

mini sapporro ramen

mini rice bowl (eel)

scallop roll with salad


bf's spicy ramen with thick soup base

Went mini-shopping at Bugis Street after working on my assignment for like 3hours. Bought a shoulder bag! $39 only. Quite cheap. Think from Hong Kong if I not wrong. Mum was surpised I bought a bag of such a price. -_- Must budget! I wanna go Korea shop!

Some quick update:

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  im burnt from standing at 90m high for 3hours on Friday morning


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  went Toa Payoh Office for BBQ (my 'home' in CPG FM)


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  wanting to get a new phone, most likely Samsung


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  going concert next week


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  work is piling up


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  theres cases of H1N1 at my working place but contained and I was on leave when the cases surface. so dont worry, i'm 'clean'


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  bf cut his hair

Went with bf to have a 3d2n break away from everything. Just the two of us. Had a last minute invitation to friends and family for a BBQ. Was fun.

Watched Transformer too. Good movie.

Im so used to having bf around. Most of the weekends hes at my place. Taking care of all the small stuffs as long as I do my work.

And I miss him already. Though we only part 1 hour ago.

How am I going to survive when he enlist???!!!!!

p.s. tekong got h1n1. but everything would have tone down when he get enlist in oct. argh.

pics next time.

24 hours later I will be meeting up with bf for our chalet cum 2 year anniversary!

Im happy because I can finally spend time with bf without having to worry about work or school. Its something rare for me, with the constant assignments, exams and work going on in my life. Plus, we are 2-year-old early next month!!

Been sick whole of last week. A fever that refuse to go away and running nose and cough that is always there. Horrible week, yet I still have to squeeze time to do my assignments. THeres 2 this sem, 1 group work and 1 individual. Both are killer. And damn, missed a week worth of calsses.

Movie, BBQ-ing, rotting, looking at the stars, just being together with each other. Thats all I'm going to do for the next 2days.

For now, I still have to fulfill my position as a student and do my assignment. *clearing leave*

I love not working! =X

bf, i love you.

Almost two weeks since my last entry. And as usual, it felt longer.

In these two weeks, today is MY-DAY. I passed my Basic Theory Test today, finished within 15minutes. Booked 10 sessions of pratical lesson, there goes S$600. And theres another S$600 in my BBDC account waiting to be spend. My first pratical lesson will start in late Aug, after my trip to Korea.

Work is getting better.

Saw rainbow last Friday at work. The rainbow stretched over the whole Sentosa, looked damn wonderful. The best rainbow I had seen thus far. Sadly, I cant upload the photo I took. =) And in case you are doubting, my site office is really facing Sentosa, their golf course in particular.

Finished all my testes, I bet I will fail one of them.

Shall start on my assignments! Due in a month time.

Counting down to the mini-getaway with bf in less than 2 weeks time.

And I self-invited myself to Aussie in Dec. That is if I have enough cash at that time. Just one 2-way ticket and one luggage and I will be good to go. S$3000 should be good enough for everything.

Schooling tomorrow. *burnt weekend*

Contented. Satisfactory.



i'm not an achiever. it just so happen that i'm doing all these together at the same time. theres also times that i regret doing so many things at a go. but when everything is going smoothly, the sense of satisfactory and achievement cannot be understand by others who hadnt gone through such experience before. but when things did not go the way i want, no one can really understand how disappoint i am with myself.

Tests next week. 2 super chim assignment this sem due July. But unlike last sem, I do not have the energy to study nor go through the piles of information I had with me.

And this week I only managed to have one dinner with bf. 2 hour max. The time we are together.

Nothing I studied seems to stay in my brain.

On the bright side, mum registered us for the 6D Korea 'Han-Style' Tour Package at CTC.

Its the only tour that attracts me. And the main purpose? Shopping at TFS. Will be setting aside at least 400 to shop there.

I miss not studying..

Restless.

Im going KOREA!!!!!!!

Yes yes.. again. wahahaha. so damn happy.

You know why?

Because the itinerary is fulled with SHOPPING!!! Branded outlets cum The Face Shop!

Burberry! Addidas! TFS!

My favourites.

=)

Happy girl

12:36am and I'm still awake on a weekday! goodness..

Was tempted to take leave for my tests next week but not able to. Hopefully I can find some time to study the tests because I expect the exam to be real tough. All anatomy related. -_- Colleagues thought Im going to be a doctor.

Project meeting for school tomorrow.

SCDF briefing in the morning.

Meeting contractors.

I miss bf.

I miss having time for myself.

Planning a trip to Korea in Aug. Right after my exam. =) Pretty cheap now to fly there. Main objective is just to spend my money at The Face Shop because its way cheaper there. And maybe a Burberry from DFS. =X And lots of fresh vege and seaweed.

A ring with petals shaped in a heart shape surrounding a precious shiny stone with cutting of eight hearts under the scope in the middle.

Another product of SK True Love.

The present that boyfriend went to look for alone, fell in love at first sight, knew I will love it, had been reserved and only arrived at the shop after a week.

Another first that he gave me. Second diamond he paid to bring smile to me.

And the ring perfectly fit and rest on my finger.

Love it.

He spoilt me utterly yet again.

Early celebration for Mother's Day today at Crystal Jade. Just a simple dinner that costed me $70. Pretty worth it considering both mum and grandma enjoys the food. And now its rare for grandma to go JP, unlike the past where she will still go marketing with us at NTUC weekly. O well, people do get old. Life cycle. Reality is curel.

On the bright side, bf reserved a gift for me. hehe. Yet to see the real thing. But looking forward to it. Will only see it on next Friday after work. Though the surprise didnt work out well, it touches my heart. Out of sudden, he asked whether I wanna receive the present today or in June. But turn out, the shop didnt have it in-store, the stock is at the main office. *cant wait* And he only gives me the best, nothing less. Though I had been nagging him for the past 6 hours that he should had just gotten a simplier, cheaper one. silly boyfriend.

Stayed home the whole day to study my phyisology. Sucks. But I have to go through it no matter what. Argh. Was staring at the laptop whole day trying to understand how action potential works, how dendrites, axon and body cell works, depolarization, hyperpolarization, movement of Na+ and K+. Suddenly I feel like a bio student.

1 wedding dinner tomorrow. goodness.. I have yet to withdraw ang bao money! -_-!!

SGH appointment and farewell dinner on Monday

I miss boyfriend though he is in my house because hes sleeping!!!! kns...

Cravings for BBQ Chicken finally met!

Heavenly BBQ chicken from Jurong Point! Yummy. Had it right after my last paper with bf.

Exams are finally behind me after burying myself with studies for 2 weeks. School is starting the coming Monday, 4th May 09 and I'm having one whole week packed of schooling. What the.... O well.

Right after my exams, I had a whole day spent on showing face and entertaining other people. Retreat for a new contract - to understand about the contract. And a D&D invitation by my client - HSA.

D&D dinner

The D&D was enjoyable. Food was so-so but its the company and entertaining shows put up by the event company that accompany us throughout the whole night. Lasted for a good 4 hours plus. With my curl-ed hair and tube dress, quite a number of people couldn't recongize me! Did I really look so different?

Suppose to go clubbing that night, but was cancelled. Wasted my boss petrol and time to drive me over to Vivo. He would had sent me right to my block! -_- But was a good time with bf.

Last sunday, we sent the dog over to Jimmy house. But now, its back and bf's and to another relative's friend of his because the dog doesnt really like Jimmy...

love-hate relationship towards him..

Randomly...

Taken before entering into the exam classroom for our last paper. We totally had not mood to study! Only planning oversea trips. -_-


Because this is the only long weekend before my school starts, I decided to make good use of it! Met up with poly mates today at Jurong Point for a lunch and a mini shopping trip for chicky before I meet bf to head off to Bugis.

bf inside

Cute right? Taken at the new shopping center beside Bugis Village - iluma or ilumo. Quite a big shopping area with a few shops targeted at the male segement of the shopping group. We spent like two hours combing the area. Saw a aussie brand that carries nice bags. =)

Then out of sudden, received a SMS from Moonriver on Labour Day Promo for members - 20% off! Hence, a trip down to Bugis Junction. Bought 2 tops for $60. The staff remembers me. *happy* Both the shorts and top Im wearing today was from there. So comfy.

Dinner was with my family at ABC Market at Jalan Bukit Merah. Filling. Satisfied.

Something that bf refused to let me take photo with. -_-

Tomorrow going down to BBDC, trim eyebrow and tidy my room.

I cant imagine my life after next week. So much things to do, so little time for myself and bf. Which is why, all the more I treasure this weekend much more than anything else. There would just be me, family and friends. No more bf because he will be working night shift for Saturday and Sunday. Hence, not possible to meet. Friends, be it anyone. Family because they hardly see me, much less talk to me, when I having school every other day. Myself because I wanna re-organize myself to prepare for work and school and also, to tidy up the mess I created in my room.

Finished my last paper for the trimester on Friday at around 8:30pm. None of us can study! Was talking about oversea trips that we can organize and go to throughout this 2 years and also about assignments grouping for the next trimester.

Saturday was a happening day. Had retreat from 12pm to 6pm. Then rushed down to HSA D&D. Left D&D at around 11plus to head to Vivo for some chilling but things didnt end nicely. Both bf and I was abit unhappy but not with each other.

Today, sent bf doggie to jimmy.

One week of break from school. Thats all I have.

*confuse*

Since Im in no mood to study, lets blog about something. =)

Firstly, my curled hair! Had always wanted to perm my hair because I love the look of soft curl. Makes any girl looks more girly and princess-like. But sad to say, bf still prefer straight hair. But he has no complaint with my change of hair style so long Im happy.

After a week of curling, finally settled down on what is better for me. Might be due to the frequent rebonding that it doesnt curl alot. But still, it does look good when I does it properly. My current favourite way of doing my hair. *big satisfied smile*

Not long ago, mum brought us to this traditional cantonese resturant. Not too bad, especially the sweet and sour pork. But the shark fin sucks. Going back in the near future to try their steam fish. Looks and smell pretty nice. But not cheap.

And I finally had the salted bun from Maxwell Hawker. =) Love sweeted ones.

Study week had been spend on Mcdonald. Even when we arent studying there, we are buying food from there. Eating for the sake of eating. Hate the feeling. Anyway, tried the spicy snack thingy. Not bad. The chicken issnt dry. Sauce is slightly spicy. And the roti piece itself is soft and thin. Good to try.

When to Mcdonald today again for a quick discussion on the last two papers today. Our lovely table.. A typical study session will start with a short chit-chat, our meal and study. The last session lasted 4hours plus, this time round was pretty short. No one is the mood to study. So we dismissed early. Meeting Sarah on Monday to continue studying for our Tuesday paper.

*study table*


Sarah

Formally from NP CEE. One year younger than me. Nice and a real sweety. Turning 21 this year. And lucky her, going to the States right after our exam. My study buddy. And we have the same frequency!

Amos

Also from NP CEE. In fact the two of them is classmates and individually enrolled into this course without knowing each other did. Currently servicing his NS while getting his degree. Fun guy to be with. And always buy food for us because hes always the later one!

So need to slim down soon.

21 Apr - Second paper

24 Apr - Last paper

25 Apr - HSA D&D (invited CPG FM to it)

26 Apr - sending doggie over to Jimmy

27 Apr - OT coze colleague going on leave. Gonna take over

4 May - School starts

10 May - Wedding dinner

11 May - Doc appt

sighz.. still no mood to study!!!! goodness... i dun wanna fail...

Most of you would have knew about my new job site and my confusion and worries about changing or going back. I guess a big part of me wanna take up this new position being offered to me. Not only will I be seeing more, learning more, experiencing more due to increase in work scope, I will be given more allowance for practicing FSM.

Initially it was the additional money that tempted me. Not that I need that extra cash so badly, but I welcome any form of additional income! It helps with my bank's health. And I'm one who loves money one way or another.

Big boss is kind enough to give me time to consider. Till they found a suitable candidate. Its easier for them if I stay.

But is this really what I want? Another stressful, terrible, fightening 6mths?

Please pray I pass my exams...

For some reasons, I cant seems to be able to sit at the table or bed for more than 30minutes to look at my notes. And it doesn't helps that my first paper - Environmental Control Practices - is on next Tuesday.

How to squeeze every detail of all the control measures and pollutant causes from all aspects of air, water, land, waste, chemical, noise, pest and drainage into my pea brain.

Out of all the 8 aspects, there are at least 5 different approaches that can be applied and between those different approaches, there are details control measures that can be used.

And not to mention, the causes of the pollutions. E.g. incomplete combustion leads to CO2, SOx, NOx etc. Greenhouse gases and its effects.

Argh...

And I havn't even get into the other two modules - OHS Practice and Occupational Safety.

And I yet to pay for my school fees which expires on 20 April.

O ya, one thing worth mentioning. I submitted my first income tax. But I have way too much reliefs, claims etc to make a payment to the government. Till I earn more...

Apparently we won't be tax for the first $20,000 made. For the next $10,000, a 3.5% tax will be impose. But this is normally covered by claiming relieft for parents, part-time courses, or even CPF contribution. So to be actually paying income tax to the government, you need to be quite rich to do so. So, I shall still constitute to being a not-rich. =)

Bf is going away for 3days2nights chalet again. For his friend's birthday celebration.

- curl hair
- movies (fast and furious 4, jacky chan new movie)
- malaysia trip (hopefully, with classmates)
- shopping trip
- spa treatment with mum
- bind my notes after exam

im lonely tonite.

with nothing but piggy and baby with me.

School - Completed all my assignments. Satisfied. Could have been better, but with the limited time, I'm contented. 1 week before my first paper. Gonna start studying. Wish me good luck.

Work - Company gotten a new contract. Last minute call to cover at the new site. Might be my new site from now on. But everything is TBC. In the meantime, we all agreed I should learn some new stuffs instead of idealing around. Wish me luck too.

Relationship - Sometimes I feel he is too care-free that he doesnt understand why I'm upset about something. When we arent going in two different direction, we are really a lovely couple.

Baby - Its my new DS. Really entertained me and bf. Thank you.

Anyone wanna meet up on 25th and 26th May please let me know....

=)

CHRISTINA CHAN SHOPPED TODAY!!!

1 DS

2 Tops

1 Shorts

2 Pouch

Add them together and you get a Happy Christina. *smiles widely*

For those who knows, I hadnt been shopping for more than 6months! Was pretty record breaking. For one, I dont have the time to. And also, I dont like any of the clothes I see. Nor those the price match my mood at that time. And today, pass by Moonriver at Bugis Junction and having a 30% off for members! Yes! I'm a member! So I went in to see... Tada~ Tried 3 pieces and I bought all 3.

DS was a pretty long decision with bf. Both of us decided we will buy one before he goes into NS. And since my paycheck this month is slightly higher than usual, decide to buy now.

Been ages since I had this feeling. Point, Ask for my size, Try it on, Ask for Bf opinion, New piece, Pay. Perfect.

Was a good shopping trip. Though I only enter into one shop.

Total Damange <$400.
DS $282 (all in)
Clothes $83
Pouches $18

*happy girl*

And I finished all my assignments!!! Time to study for exam. =)

Hadnt had such a full dinner in a long time.

=)

The two remaing assignments are also 80-90% completed. Which leaves me a happy student now.

Gonna tide my notes abit and then study. Exams will be in april.

and... darren. i miss u.

不爱就不会为了他而心痛
但是爱一个人不是不会让他/她心痛吗？
好ironic

如果不爱，为何听到手机响着为他的ringtone时，她笑了。

She wants to blame everything on hormones, but is there more to it?

Wheres all the sweetness? The pure bliss of having each other company?

The attention and 细心-ness? Off and on.


Maybe its her own doing.

Maybe.


But its hard to keep away...

She hates feeling this way...

Bf shown up at my door step with fried chicken. My craving for the day. All because bro call him saying Im upset with him and I feel like having fried chicken just now.

Silly and sweet of him.

Bro was impressed.

I was touched.

Dar.. u know u doesnt have to always win my stomach to win my heart? making fat is doing yourself good but doing harm for me!!! coze i will have no choice but to stay with you because no one will want a fatter me.


我发现不能接受不完美的感情。。

i know theres things that u will not be able to understand now, like what im going through at work. our upbringing is different too. but are we really that different? are our values pointing towards two different direction? are we really meant to be?

I finished a 1600 words report in 5 hours!

Record breaking.

1 down. 3 to go.

JIA YOU!!!!!!!

p.s. I went fish spa today. Nice! I LOVE!

I have always love and enjoy the pleasing feeling a rainbow have on everyone. Looking at a rainbow will automatically brings a smile to my face. Not only is it beautiful in the seven shades of colour, its rare to sight one in Singapore. Heard its very common in Malaysia. Regardless, if rainbow does signifies HOPE and LUCK, I wish for the best for everyone.

Without hope, its pointless.

With hope, miracle can happen.