whatever.

shall just go do shopping later.

When I saw how my friend is being torn up by it, and I cant do anything to take away some of the pain, I felt so helpless.

I know how terrible it is to feel cold at night.

I know how terrible it is to miss someone and not able to contact that person. Miss it so hard that its painful.

Its horrible not able to cry out, to let the emotions flow out..

Holding on to the very little hope.

To make you think that finally everything is alright, finally the happy ending is here, then in just a matter of a day, its all gone.

To be bought up there and then being banished to the 18th level of hell.

Laying in bed in the night, feeling cold and unable to sleep. And there's no one there that can comfort you or tell you things will be ok.

Living your days just for the sake of it, with nothing to look forward to, with nothing mattering to you, to live aimlessly and suffocating.

Its like living hell on earth.

And there's nothing I can do to lessen that pain of my friend....

4 school days excluding IS day and I now have 3 tutorials and 3 major assignments aka projects to complete. How bad can this get? How am I suppose to enjoy year 3 when its so so so the what. Then all so chim somemore. Everything also need internet. You say ku ku or not? argh.

Pics first I guess. Too many stuffs going on, no idea how to type them down. lolz.


The stupid heavy rain today just before we are being release! Then after walking a whole big round under the shelter from blk50 to library, the rain stopped. -_- How ku ku can it get?


Something that we had been doing alot these 2days. Printing and printing more notes.

Then some of us will get bored and tired and thus ended up...



And me being me... Taking pics of myself!!!!

O well, some problems with blog... or rather internet.. so slow!!!! Some pics still with tong.. put up more tomorrow.. =)

SEE!!! See how loving-ly is my teddy. lolz. That orange teddy bear belongs to tong. Cute right? So cute and so loving. *melted* haha.

Today's the first day of school. The usual I guess. But abit sad coze this would be the last sem. Next yr this time we will have grad from NP.

Lessons are as usual. Kind of boring today. Guess coze is first lesson.

Cl's birthday! Birthday gal, may you be happy always. =)

=)

warmth and happiness

But on the other hand, I saw another friend of mine get crushed by the name of love. *sigh*

TADAA~


I'm now a proud owner of a bag from newurbanmale. *wide smile*

The first bag of mine that cost so damn much. Its even more expensive than my renoma wallet.

But well, I love it. =X Okok, I'm spoilt. I get whatever I want. All I have to do is let my dad know and he will be giving me the money if its still reasonable.


This is another bag I'm so in love with.

It's most likely the only piece in the whole world, maybe there's a few more, but there will be few coze its handmade and from Korea. It cost only like S$23. Its not expensive and very much worth the price. It it's mass produce I dont think I will buy it. =X Though its a little small, but I love it. Its only big enough to put my wallet, tissue, phone, foundation and blusher, ezlink, mirror and thats about it. =)

I'm a proud owner of 2 wonderful looking bags. *big wide smile*

I'm losing my voice and my nose.

Sometimes I think that medinices are useless, they only make you more sick so that you have no choice but to see the doctor again so they can earn more money!!!!!

Anyway, ya, I am more sick now.. With a bad running nose and a throat that is threatening to give me a bad cough too. Meaning, I have to start the sem off with a sick body! Idiot. How bad can this get. But on the other hand, I dont feel like eating and so, eating less which means, I will most prob lost some weight. lolz.

Yesterday night was pretty piss off then kai wah offered me supper and off I went in his car (or rather parent's car)! Envy? lolz. Its the first time that someone my age is driving me, and the first time I'm in the car when someone top up the petrol, first time going through the Mcdonal's drive through (i always wonder how it was done!), then going up this hill somewhere in Singapore and then driving over to ntu coze I dont feel like going home.

lalalalalala

I just love travelling in CAR... but I'm just too timid to go through the lesson myself. Never mind, there's always taxi around. =)

Going to school later coze I have nothing better to do and also to get my BAG!

*wide smile*

i'm so piss.

just came home. then for nothing my mum says my handwriting is ugly and ask whether can send that qpplication through internet or not. what the fuck. here you are using my results to apply for something and when you asked me to write for you, i did, and you are saying my handwriting cannot be seen by other people?! if i didnt write, you will be saying ask you all to do something also cannot. when i did, you say this kind of stuffs!

then i ask her to give me money for the bus fare and for buying books tomorrow, then she ask me to do it through ibanking. then i did told her nicely, mind you, i didnt should at her k? told her that if i draw the money out in school it would be in $50 notes.

then while i'm in toilet, there she is shouting asking me if $200 enough or not, then i told her where got so many and she say i talk so loudly so all give me. what the fuck loh.

if you dont want me to come back home, just say so. and i will come back only when you are asleep.

when did i ever ask for money from you besides for school stuffs and pocket money? even the things i want to buy, no matter how expensive it would be what i will be able to afford. and when i'm not paying, its only when my dad offers or insist of paying for me, anyway he will be topping up the money for me.

this is not the first time already. when i came back from malaysia with a injured leg, she's also like that. like that i mind as well not be around. stupid.

Yesterday night was really a terrible and hard night for my whole family. My period came which for the first time, make me really feeling terrible from the cramp. Even after eating panadol and using heat pad, there's no reducing in the pain. And also, resulted in me feeling damn hot.

So, from sleeping on my bed, I went to the floor to sleep, then to my mum's room's floor, then to her bed, then to another side of her bed and finally to my bro's room where I finally fell asleep in.

So its like for the whole night, I got shifted here and there for the right place for me to sleep in. I need the air con, but they cant endure the coldness of it. It normal case, I wont be able to take the cold too, but for some reason, I just feel so damn hot yesterday night.

Everyone got one hour lesser of sleep coze of me.. =X sorry.

O ya, teddy's finally going to book out this coming sat! =) He will be stuck having to nag at me for being sick and to cheer me up from all these discomfort. And also, nag about spending money. =X

Finally, he will be back..

My bank account has $300 lesser, but I now have nice soft hair!!!!!!!! *wide smile* Hopefully its money well spent.

First time spent so much k? Somemore is the director of JP Monsoon who did it for me. Coze I just simply dont trust female to do anything to my hair.. esp cutting. =X

Can only go out 2days later.. =)

Thinking to highlight or not...

lastly, I'm sick, down with cough, sore thoart, only hope i wont get a fever...

One of my friend called me up today and asked whether I'm free to work in her company for a few days.. going to if the pay not bad.. =X

Back from S.Korea yesterday night at 11plus pm. 8 days of fun, cold weather (i almost freeze to death there), hot and nice food, wonderful tour guide, expensive shopping, lack of sleep, bath tubs, dryness, etc etc... too many things to say about, to many things i wish to remember about, so I guess everything will just be put on as pictures.. Lots of photos being taken. Spent the last day of the trip transfering from one plane to another. Cool ar? First time like that.


morning sky from the plane's window


their kind of shops


first lunch there which consists of 21 out of the 200plus different kinds of their small dishes. the dish is really tasty, taste like the japanese eel..


one of the first sakura we saw


as if i'm in aust.. it's actually at Everland Theme Park


mini organic strawberry farm, can just go there pluck and eat. damn sweet. fantistic. yummy. actually all their vege and fruits are organic. cool right?


the pond in Lovers in Paris.


the place for their sakura fair. two sides of the street is full of sakura, 1500 trees. beautiful..


saw that top? it cost like 60over sing dollars. from korea. and the flowers is those in 'The Prince who turns into a Frog'.


that guy is from korea. the helper of the tour guide. buying tickets, arranging places for our meals, etc etc. when he wear coat right, really very handsome. dont know why that day wear like that.. lolz. nice guy.


the traditional guy costume


ger's


LV's teddy bear.


korea's teddy bears wedding..


the bigger 1 is the latest collection from korea's teddy bear museum. and it onli cost $2 more than the smaller 1 from singapore. -_-!!


we climbed up this mountain and at the top, the wind is really very BIG! it felt like it can blow you off anytime, which explains why i keep hugging the pole. haha.


The place where 'All In' is being film, at Jeju. COLD place.


Part of the kitchen that appears in 'Da Chang Jing'

Still got lots and lots of pictures... all these already took me 1 hour plus to load.. haha.. and of course chatting.. =)

Tomorrow teddy will be booking into his camp for NS. The next day, I will be flying to Korea.

Suppose to leave on Sunday night but Korea Air seems to have make some changes to their flying time, and so has our tour, so everything was bought forward by a whole day. And because of this, I will be missing the replay of Campus Superstar and the first show of SuperBand! Stupid stupid stupid! When I go to malaysia, I already miss the last two matches of campus superstar! And now, I have to miss it again. And its the repeat of the final.

Ku ku right? I swear I will write a compliant letter to the tour agent when I come back.

And I havent pack my luggage...

Trip to Genting and Times Square in Malaysia

1st April
The trip started off with a very good news, we got a free upgrade to first class travelling because there isnt enough people for them to have 2 buses to travel over to malaysia and still make profit. So, we, the people who bought the normal package got a upgrade to first class! So happy. There's the massage chair, personal LCD TV, big comfortable chair!


SEE! The chair so the big! Is around 1.5 size of the seats on plane.

But once we went into malaysia, no idea why, the driver drove into this tunnel that is too low for our bus. Ended up, this new bus got a disfigured top and one spoiled ventilator. And we are stuck there for 30mins or so while the driver think of a way to get us out of the tunnel. Can even smell the burning smell. Lucky no one was hurt. Cant sleep much the whole night and there's nothing good on TV. Arrived in the hotel in Genting way later than we are suppose to be...


The hotel we stayed in Genting. Its like the most colourful building in the WHOLE of Genting. Room was kind of small with a even way smaller toilet. Even the room in Laos is bigger. But of course, the hotel itself is really big. The targeted number of rooms is 6000.

After taking a tour of the place, breakfast and a quick nap, my cousin and I went to purchase the 1day pass at 49RM and continue on our own while the 2 adults went to Casino....

Started off with the indoor ferris wheel. Then wanted to go for the merry-go-round but we are over-aged. -_- Ku ku le... Been so long since I went for merry-go-round le. Used to be my favourite in theme parks when I go travelling in my childhood days. Did all the three indoor thrill rides, euro express (their indoor roller coaster), bumper car (my first) and 4D Motion Master (of Alice in Wonderland).


at 4D motion

And also to Ripley's Believe It or Not. This is actually a showcase of all the weird things that happened in the world. E.g. the hair of someone famous, 2 headed chicks, 6 legged cows, person who owns thousand over ties, the torture chair of some coutry, weapons etc etc.. The whole thing took us 1hours plus to walk, even then, we have not finish walking the whole showcase. The thing is, we got so over flowed by the things we saw and read. Kind of seeing history and also of the things that rarely happen. Cool...

After lunch, it was time for outdoor rides.


First, a ride in this Antique Car. Basically we just need to step on the accelarator.

Even did boating.. Good exericse of the legs.

And lastly...

SPINNER. Its like you sit on the swing like chair and the whole thing will spin at very very very high speed. It felt as if you are flying. It was fun but scary at the same time. When it stop, both of us had the colours drain away from our face.

And it started to drizzle... So had to go back indoor. Didnt have the chance to ride on the ferris wheel, go karting and many more...

While walking towards the exit, saw this sign to archery, so went for it. 6RM for 13 arrows.


my results.. haha. kind of sucks. anyway it was fun!

And then, I saw this cute Geno standing at the exit...

cute right?

Next morning took the cable car to the bottom of the mountain. Scary can? I'm kind of scare of height...


Trying to smile before the trip start..


There wasnt any fog/ mist when we start the ride down, but soon after, fog/ mist came in, and it was kind of hard to see what is in front of you, the lights are being on too.

Didnt take much pics when we reach Time Square coze its SHOPPING TIME! But one thing I can tell you, the hotel ROCKS! They call them suite instead of rooms. Its so big and beautiful! There's the living room and a small dinning table for two, a master room which door's opens to the bathroom which has a door opens to the toilet, which in return has a door opens to the mini kitchen without stove. And it cost like S$150 to stay there per night, and this price is that of promotion. If not, it would be double the price. Cool right? And the toilet is SO BIG. Gonna go there again.

The whole shopping complex consist of 8 levels of shops, dont know how many levels of office and TS has service apartments too. Found another shop there that I love. Body Glove. Its a cross between billabong and OP. Bought a top there. Love it. Currently not in Singapore. The guys' tops design are very alike to Billabong. Way too alike. Seems to look as if its the cheaper version of billabong. A ger's top cost 49.90RM. Bought another top at TF, the shop I fell in love with the previous time I went to malaysia. And also a shoes shop in genting that I love, Vinnic.

The trip home to Singapore was also first class bus. Its as if you are on board a plane. And the bus is only 4days old. *wide wide smile*

On the bad side, I hurt my leg. Just went to AMK to see doc and now its bandaged up. Cant work anymore and cant go out. Hope it wont hurt that much on friday. Leaving on Sunday to korea...