Today is the second time that I broke down at work during my 3years stay at my company.

The last time I did was during the initial stage of a new project. And job scope was unclear, and no discussion on who is in charge of what. And theres too many uncertainity and a super lousy project manager.

This time, it was more complicated. Abit of this and that, and I broke down. I called boyfriend and he was comforting. I managed to smile thereafter. But having to go back and answer to other people of my mood is a thing hard to deal with. I never learnt how to deal with my true feelings with other people. So I broke down. Very automatically.

A break will only be a temporary solution.

I can hide my mood pretty well if you let me. But I wasnt allow to..

Strangely, I didnt felt useless for breaking down. But rather, anger. Anger for letting these happen to me. Anger for letting these happen.

Boyfriend had fallen sick.. And its aching. The last time he was sick was when he's still in Tekong. One of the weekend after outfield, he had a really bad fever, but recover just in time to book in again. But now, he's delaying his 'sickness' from fully developed and hence unable to recover from it. Just delaying and pop-ing panadol. Which actually I disagree with. Anyway, finally managed to pester him to stop going camp tomorrow and see a doctor. Heard theres a flu virus runing around in his camp. Quite a number of his trainees already got the bug and fallen sick. It really aches me to hear his sick voice..

I FINALLY did some shopping!!!

Went Bugis with boyfriend yesterday afternoon. Just in a short afternoon, I bought 4 tops (3 of which from Moonriver), 2 heels (1 normal formal type, 1 open toe), 1 cushion for office and 2 bikinis!!! And the best part? Most of the stuffs are having discounts!

Moonriver is having 20% storewide + 10% additional for members. I was just trying my luck to drop by and see whether they are having any offers. Very frequently during long weekends, they will have this 30% storewide for members. And I met my favourite sale person there! She still remembers me. And I have 2 staffs out of 3 attending to me and commenting whether it looks good on me or not (coze boyfriend hadnt reach). As usual, point, try and pay. But something additional, they took more tops for me to try. Love going back there.

2 heels from Americaya. And, BHG is having 10% - 20% sales!!! And of course, I grad them off the shelves! Lucky boyfriend was there, otherwise I would have bought more because their heels are just simply so comfortable! Bought 1 normal, formal looking type and 1 open toe type which has a ribbon in front. Cute.

After failing to convience boyfriend to let me buy another pair of heels, we went over to Bugis Village. And after walking round and round, I top 1 knitted top! Oversize and skin colour. Can go well with anything. *loves*

Last stop for the day is at Iluma. Didnt expect to buy anything there, but ended up getting 2 bikinis. And also one message cushion!!! Made boyfriend pay for it because I charge too much to my card that day already. *evil smile*

Thats about all of the things I bought yesterday. Rather fulfilling until Boss called and Im required to go to site for work. -_- Kinda spoil my day. But the good thing was, I dont need to go back down today.

After re-watching Enchanted with boyfriend just now, we conclude:

Princes are stupid. Knight are clever. Thankful that boyfriend is my knight.