Day 8

Dar, something for you:

勇气

终于作了这个决定
别人说我怎么不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

Rather meaningful at this point of time. =)

Was chatting with bf about HDB just now. Flats are getting so expensive now! Gosh. Then the BTO flats at jurong west ave 2 is in the middle of two MRTs, which is something I dont want. I want to be able to get to one MRT without the need of a bus or walking distance without any shelter. Sighz. I want my own house.

Driving tomorrow. Parking.

More than halfway done with my lead assignment. How wonderful!

Cant wait till you book out...

Day 7

Exactly a week since bf went Tekong. Seriously, I miss him alot today. I dont know why. Just a hug from him to chase all my worries and stress-ness away. But all I have in accompany with me is Heart the Care Bear which is suppose to represent bf while he serves his duty to our dear country, Singapore.

Trying to do my assignment over this weekend so I have more time with bf next weekend.

Dar, i really miss you tonight. I thought it would be easy, but no, its not. Nothing is the same without you around physically. Even my house feel slightly empty without your presence and laughter. 7 more days, or rather 8 more days till we meet. Our tortoises are getting bigger and bigger.

Day 6

Bf calls me at least once a day. That what he promised and he did it. =D

Work not really smooth for the pass two days. I wish bf will be here. But like what he told me, its a learning process and at the end, I will be able to learn something. Most importantly, WO KE YI DE! Bf believe in me, so I must also believe in myself. Though bf inside Tekong and cant be around physically, mental support is better than nothing! =)

Thanks dar, for your encouragement.

Taken quite abit of photos, but no time upload. hehe.

Day 2

Bf called 3 times today and he's coughing. Tekong flu, thats what they call it.

Went Bugis Junction and Iluma to celebrate Tong's birthday. Had a good time with them. And I finished the whole plate of beef fried rice. Not alot in the first place. Bf would have said that, coze the portion would not be sufficient for him. The beef was good, worth the price. Sashimi was heavenly. Closed to what I had in Japan. Hamachi is currently my favourite.

Next up will be my birthday..

But before that, there's two assignments to complete.

Jia you!

Dar, I miss you.

Day 1 & 2

First morning I woke up with bf in Tekong. He called 3 times last night. Which was a sweet thing. Every chance he caught, Im sure to get a call from him. =) His bunkmate must be wondering why this gf so demanding. lolz.

Sent him off to Jetty only as I need to go to work at Tekong with the next boat over. Was a bit sad to send him off this way. Its the first time we will be separated for such a long time. Felt kind of empty not knowing when the next call will be and not able to contact him when I feel down.

But fear not. I woke up at 7am today and change B-zai and Win-zai tank! It had always been bf job to do so. But today, I took over the role. Otherwise the water might just 'spoil' and our two precious will not like it. Now they are happy with their fresh tank of water.

2 weeks will pass very fast.

And. I still have no idea where to put my 21 Care Bears!

This blog issn't fill with happiness anymore.

I no longer wrote about our happiness here. But, its starting to fill with all the sadness and heartbroken memories. Today is yet another such day.

I cried on the bus on my way home.

I shopped with no smile on my face.

I ate dinner without speaking.

None of which I normally do.

Why. Why is things becoming this way.

Will another chance solve everything? Or maybe I should just walk another direction?

Its so painful.